For things to change, I must change first.

For the first time in my life, I finally understand what that sentence mean, how deep the meaning was. 

I kept being a badass up untill now and I suddenly realized that I need to change. How many hearts I hurted. How many friendship I've broke and how many trust i betray. 

And most of all, my attitude didnt bring me anywhere near to my dreams. If I keep this up, I may not be able to accomplish all of it. Sadly but true, I need to change. Into a better me, for someone to recognize me as their daughter, sister, girlfriend, besties, and wife. 

**Lets all pray for ppl in Sabah.

Hugs.