miloboy

why am i like this? why am i like this? i never ask myself to be like this. i dunno why, i wonder why ive changed to a worser me day by day. i hate to be like this. its not even me. why am i like this? could someone solve it for me. its like ive lost myself in the world im living now. could somebody,anybody help finding me again? i think ive lost my way thru life. i think ive lost my rationality and i think ive changed to a bombastically new person,which is such a dumbass.
omg! i hate guys they're such a jerk. i hate families. i hate studies. i hate money. i hate everything. especially the fact that ur not here for me ever again. thats just what i hate the most. im sorry but im not over u.
i still love u . still missing u. still dreaming of u every single nights.

"ikaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!! study lah!!!!!
put aside ur feelings and all. please score for yoour finallll!!! " thats what all the ppl said to me but hell yeah, i didnt even manage to put my mind thru studying for like 5min, max. what i wanted is him to be there for me. then, i think i could bounce back. i cant manage to hold all of these problems n deppression all by myself. i cant manage to control my emotions quite well. oh u, please like.. stay with me for a while. just untill i finished sitting for my exam. please.

im freakinly freakishly missed u jerk!