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you know what?
on my midsem final last week, i sux.
the results werent announce yet but i know i sux.
thats because of my bad habit , last minute study.
lately, ive been thinking too much about other stuffs than studying..
i dunno why but ive never felt this way before.
like before, if im studying, im always focused and discipline with my schedule.
but ever since.. i dunno.
when im studying, i cant seem to concentrate.
my mind always lingers elsewhere.
which, results in lack of sleep and cause my body weak.

they said it was you.
you that changed me.
but i dont think that way.
for me, ur like my support.
without u, i cant seem to do anything.
like a painter, without a brush.

i dunno why but my hearts feels empty.
dont feel like eating or sleeping..
or even do anything.
why eh my heart felt this way?
is it possible it is because of you?
or its something else?

gosh. i rilly hate to say this.. but i missed you.
please.. dont make my heart feels this way.
feels like ure too far away for me to reach.
like..
nevermind.
u didnt have time to even read this post anyway..
ur too busy now.
anyway if ure reading this, i hope u take care.