im fine

as i surf the net.
i saw that every single person that i know had move forward.
forgetting the past.
but as for me..
i cant forget my past n i cudnt just let go of my past easily..
i cudnt move myself forward.
i cudnt aim higher.
maybe they can just pretend that they r blind but i just cant get it out of my head.
i hate u for doing things that u do to me.
i hate u for making me suffered all this while
didnt u noticed??
i truly truly hate u.
because.. because of u.. i feel stupid. i even hated myself back there.
i wud never care for a friend that wud ditch me after all these years.
i wont even forgive u for it.
goodbye friend.