bittersweet taste of life~

zzzz

2011-11-11T09:25:00.000-08:00

45 THINGS A GIRL WANT, BUT WON'T ASK FOR:

2011-08-01T20:21:00.000-07:00

45 THINGS A GIRL WANT, BUT WON'T ASK FOR:
(i copied from a site from faceook lol)
1. Touch her waist.
2. Actually talk to her.
3. Share secrets with her.
...4. Give her your jacket.
5. Kiss her slowly.

Are you remembering this?
6. Hug her.
7. Hold her.
8. Laugh with her.
9. Invite her somewhere.
10. Hangout with her and your friends together.

KEEP READING ..
11. Smile with her.
12. Take pictures with her.
13. Pull her onto your lap.
14. When she says she loves you more, deny it. Fight back.
15. When her friends say “I love her more than you”, deny it. Fight back and hug her tight so she can’t get to her friends. It makes her feel loved.

Are you thinking of someone?
16. Always hug her and say I love you whenever you see her.
17. Kiss her unexpectedly.
18. Hug her from behind around the waist.
19. Tell her she’s beautiful.
20. Tell her the way you feel about her.

One last thing you need to do to show her you actually do mean it.
21. Open doors for her, walk her to her car - it makes her feel protected, plus it never hurts to act like a gentleman.
22. Tell her she’s your everything - only if you mean it.
23. If it seems like there is something wrong, ask her - if she denies something being wrong, it means SHE DOESN’T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT - so just hug her.

24. Make her feel loved.
25. Kiss her in front of OTHER girls you know!

WE MIGHT DENY IT BUT WE ACTUALLY LIKE AND KINDA WANT YOU TO TICKLE US ..
26. Don’t lie to her.
27. DON’T cheat on her.
28. Take her ANYWHERE she wants.
29. Text message or call her in the morning and tell her have a good day at school, and how much you miss her.
30. Be there for her whenever she needs you, and even when she doesn’t need you, just be there so she’ll know that she can always count on you.

ARE YOU STILL READING THIS? YOU BETTER, BECAUSE IT’S IMPORTANT.
31. Hold her close when she’s cold so she can hold you too.
32. When you are alone hold her close and kiss her.
33. Kiss her on the cheek; (it will give her the hint that you want to kiss her).
34. While in the movies, put your arm around her and then she will automatically put her head on your shoulder, then lean in and tilt her chin up and kiss her lightly.

35. Don’t ever tell her to leave even jokingly or act like you’re mad. If she’s upset, comfort her.

REMEMBER ALL THESE THINGS WHEN YOU ARE WITH HER NEXT ..
36. When people diss her, stand up for her.
37. Look deep into her eyes and tell her you love her.
38. Lay down under the stars and put her head on your chest so she can listen to the steady beat of your heart, link your fingers together while you whisper to her as she rests her eyes and listens to you.
39. When walking next to each other grab her hand.
40. When you hug her, hold her in your arms as long as possible.

MAKE SURE SHE KNOWS SHES LOVED.
41. Call or text her at night to wish her sweet dreams.
42. Comfort her when she cries and wipe away her tears.
43. Take her for long walks at night.
44. Always remind her how much you love her.
45. Sit on top of her and tell her how much you love her and then bend down to her face and kiss her while you’re sitting on her.

You’ll never know when she needs just a little more love .. ♥!

=)

2011-07-17T00:33:00.001-07:00

now that you're there, i'm the happiest girl alive.

thanks . imy.

apeee pon tak bolehh!!

2011-05-03T05:44:00.000-07:00

ini la dia kerja aku masa setadi week. seblah kanan laptop, sebelah kiri bukuu~ notes bersepah sepah. mana taknye, paper hari berturut turut. skali dua lah subject kena baca kan.

tapi itu aku tak kesah.

yang aku nak cerita kat sini kan.

tanggal 30 mei 2011, semua budak budak diploma dah pulang ke pangkuan keluarga mereka yang tercinta. tapii laen pula nasib aku dan beberapa kawan kawan sedegree dengan aku. kami belum habes paper. niat di hati memang nakkkkk sangaattttt balek. tapi apakan daya...

disebabkan oleh pemergian budak budak diploma dari kolej ini, hafa (nama cafe kat kolej kami) telah pun membuat keputusan untuk tidak lagi berniaga selepas 1 may 2011. habes? kami yang tertinggal kat sini macam mana? dahla 8 hari lagi ada kat sini kan? sedih memang lah sedih. tambah tambah bab bab makan ni. hancur hatikuu mengenangkan punca makanan kami dah takde. tapi takpe, life must go on. banyak lagi paper yang harusku tempuh.

pada hari isnin, iaitu pada 2 may 2011, inilah makanan tengahari kamiii~

megi lemas dengan oat cokelat. tak sedap! jangan cuba!

betul tak sedap! kalao nak ikot taste aku memang aku taknak dah makan cenggini. tapi nak buat macam manaa. perot kena lah bela..nanti dia merajok,aku juga yang susah kan?

tapi disebabkan memang dah tak tahan lagi menahan lapar, petang tu kami makan kat luaaa...

perjalanan mengambil amsa lebih kurang 30 minit untuk pergi ke kedai makan and 30 minit untuk balek ke kolej. aduhai. jauhnyye berjalannn.

tapi masa kat kedai makan, aku bantai order semua. macam macam.. lagi lama kami stay situ, lagi banyak aku order, so mereka pon ajak balek. tapi on the way balik tu jumpa kedai runcit. kami pon singgah. keluar keluar kedai je aku dah terbeli aiskrim. hahaha. makan lagi.!

puas aku makan harini!

malam tu kami digegarkan dengan cerita ada lelaki masok bilik salah seorang daripada member aku. kes tu berlaku masa kami keluar makan tadi. tau tau je balek balek masa kami tengah kat lobi, kami kena interview dengan pakcik pengawal keselamatan uitm.

takot?? tak mungkin kami tak takot tambah tambah kami duduk ground floor and dekat aras tuh, aku n masya je yang ada kat bilik. orang laen dah balek dah. huishhh. meremang bulu rome i nokkk.

so macam biasa lah. aku n masya ajak lagi zila n ayu tidur kat bilik kami. bukannya apa, tapi risau lagi. lagipon boleh stadi sama sama kan? so malam tu kami setadi la sama sama walaupun aku lah orang yang paling awal tido. hehehehehe.

esoknya, semua orang bangun lambat! ~~subuh kami tah ke mana tah.~~ hahaha. dan tengoklah apa jadi dengan bilik kami...

cantik kan? penuh dengan nota nota bio. kalao tak score jugak tak tau lah macam mana kan? hihiihi.

esok, chemistry. tapi sampai sekarang ni tak sentuh lagi nota chemistry tuhh. nampak nya malam ni kena stay up lagi lah kan? ahahahha.

sampai sini je entri kali ni. tujuan sebenar aku menulis entri ini hanyalah untuk menunjukkan keadaan bilik yang bersepah sahaja.tak ada tujuan laen. ahahaha.

doakan kecemerlangan kami yaa?

t e r i m a k a s i h.

j u m p a l a g i.

kelas kanak kanak riang

2011-04-25T05:17:00.000-07:00

"Each friend represents a world in us, a world possibly not born until they arrive, and it is only by this meeting that a new world is born."
- Anais Nin

aktiviti hujung minggu

2011-04-25T04:54:00.000-07:00

memandangkan rumah ku jauh nun di sana, aku tak dapat la pulang ke pangkuan keluarga seperti dahulu kala.. mengenangkan ibu dirumah, aku menjadi sayu secara tiba tiba. kena pulak dengan mood syahdu aku time time macam ni, rumate aku, tasya yang kebetulannya duduk dkat perlis ajak aku, masya n husna bertandang ke rumahnya sehari dua. selepas kami berbincang anak beranak, kami mengambil keputusan untuk menerima tawaran tasya tuhh.

aku dan tasya, pemilik rumah

ni la dia air terjun bukit ayer~

tepi entrance

dekat tempat letak motor dia

ni ladang anggur~ besa gilaaaaaaa

siap ada taman burung lagi kaooo!


tiket masok taman ular~ hihi


cantik kan? hijau je~<3

kalao nak letak gamba kat sini. maunya dalam 2 3 page panjang nyaa. hihihi. tunjuk yang sikit sikit je la cukup kannn. yang laen buat tatapan sendiri jekkk.

banyak sebenarnya cerita kalao nak diceritakan kat sini. tapi cukuplah kalao aku cerita sikit je. yang laen biarlah kami berempat je yang tauu. hihihihi.

eventhough kami duduk sana sehari semalam je, macam macam kami buat~! seronok duduk kampung.! sangat seronok! aku bersyukur aku kenal tasya. dapat jugak merasa duduk kat rumah kampung sebelah sawahhh~ hehhee

oh ya, tasya. sori ek. terjatuhkan phone tasya dalam air. tak sengajaa~ kalao rosak terok nanti pergi servis ek? claim kat kita tauuuu~ hehhehehehhe

last but not least, jutaan terima kasih kat keluarga tasya. seronok dapat makan laksa, jambu n macam macam jenis makanan yang mak tasya masak untuk kitorang. aku takkan lupa macam mana ayah tasya kait buah gajus, jambu n mangga untuk kami semua. <3

 "A friend is a gift you give yourself." 
     - Robert Louis Stevenson

A to Z about me

2011-02-07T01:15:00.000-08:00

So what's up?

A - AVAILABLE: nope, taken

B - BIRTHDAY: 22nd november

C- CRUSHING ON: taylor lautner

D - DRINK YOU LAST HAD: grape juice

E - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO: emir

F - FAVORITE SONG AT THE MOMENT: talking to the moon-bruno mars

H - HOMETOWN: port dickson, negeri sembilan

I - IN LOVE WITH: mikhael jerricho

J - JUGGLE: no i dont do juggling

K - KILLED SOMEONE: like to, but its illegal

L - LONGEST CAR RIDE: melacca-arau.

M- MILKSHAKE FLAVOR: vanilla chocolate

N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS: 8

O - ONE WISH: to be successful in life in every aspect

P - PERSON YOU CALLED LAST: mama

R- REASON TO SMILE: saw jerricho there in the picture

S - SONG YOU LAST HEARD: steve aoki-(forget the song title dy)

T - TIME YOU WOKE UP: today 910am

U - UNDERWEAR COLOR: lol thats a secret i can't tell =.="

V - VEGETABLE: is good when it's cooked by mama

W - WORST HABIT: daydreaming. not thinking bout others

X - X-RAYS YOU'VE HAD MOST RECENTLY: june 2010

Y - YOYOS ARE: for kids

Z - ZODIAC SIGN: some say scorpio but some say sagitarrius

RANDOM QUESTIONS ABOUT YOU

Your favorite number(s): 1, 9

What color do you wear most: black,blue, white.

Least favorite color: idk. -.-

What are you listening to: the sound of people talking

Are you happy with your life right now:maybe

What is your favorite class in school: math, pt.

Who is/are your best friend/s: They know who they are

Are you outgoing: maybe

Favorite pair of shoes: wedges.<3

Can you dance?: nope. i dont dance

Can you tie a cherry stem with your mouth: nope

Can you whistle: maybe.

Cross your eyes: nope

Walk with your toes curled: nope

DO YOU BELIEVE IN...

Do you believe in life in other planets: sometimes

Do you believe in miracles: yes

Do you believe in magic: nope. they're confusing

Love at first sight: yeah.

Do you believe in Santa: no

Do you know how to swim: learning

Do you like roller coasters: =.=" idk. maybe.

Do you think you could handle the stuff they eat on those reality shows: nope

Have you ever been on a plane:yeah

Have you ever asked someone out: yeah

Have you ever been to the ocean: hell yeah

Have you ever painted your nails?: i can't remember..

THE WHAT'S

What is the temperature outside?: 40 degree celcius. freakin hot

What radio station do you listen to: hitz.

What was the last restaurant you ate at: hafa

What was the last thing you bought: food

What was the last thing on TV you watched: i dont remeber the title. starring sharifah amani n pierre and fauziah gous.

THE WHO'S

Who was the last person you IM'd: azman

Who was the last person you took a picture of: jerricho

Who was the last person you said I love you to: i can't remember. maybe jerricho n szaraaa

CRYING SECTION

Ever really cried your heart out: silently

Ever cried yourself to sleep: yeah

Ever cried on your friend's shoulder: yeah

Ever cried over the opposite sex: yeah

Do you cry when you get an injury: often.

Do certain songs make you cry: yeah

HAPPY SECTION

Are you a happy person? sometimes

LOOK AT ME

What is your current hair color: brown black

CURRENTLY WEARING

What shirt are you wearing: maroon baju kurung

Pants: i told you im wearing baju kurung lahhh

Shoes: barefoot

Necklaces: not wearing one right now

IN A GUY/GIRL

Favorite eye color: hazel brown black

Short or long hair: that depends on his face

Height: taller than me

HAVE YOU EVER

Been to jail: hell no

Mooned someone: no

Thought about suicide: once upon a time

Laughed so hard you cried: yeah

Cried in school: yeah

Thrown up in a store: no

Wanted to be a model: hehehe

Seen a dead body: yeah

Been on drugs: yeah. meds.

Gone skinny dipping: No

THIS OR THAT

Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi

McDonald's or Burger King: McD

Single or Group Dates: or

Chocolate or Vanilla: both

Strawberries or Blueberries: definitely blueberries!

Meat or Veggies: chicken?

TV or Movie: both

Guitar or Drums: both

Adidas or Nike:whatever makes me comfortable wearing

Chinese or Mexican: ....=.="

haha. takde keje. lol.

2011-02-05T07:51:00.000-08:00

I'm....

selfish

impatient

and a little insecure

i make mistakes

i am out of control & at times

hard to handle

but if you can't

handle me at my worst,

then you absolutely

don't deserve me at my best..

dear sayang..

2011-02-05T04:30:00.000-08:00

happy 2*-- birthday darl~!

dont worry growing old cause age doesnt matter its only numbers.

live your life to the fullest babe!

ilysm<3

*flying kiss~

great short time

2011-02-04T10:05:00.000-08:00

0 5 0 2 2 0 1 1

after a year and so
we finally meet again today
it feels g r e a t to see your face again.
you've g r o w n old (lol)
and have c h a n g e d a little.
but still, you treated me like always.but now a bit ~~h a r s h~~.
in a g o o d way tho.

lots of things to say. but i'll save it for later la.

in short..
we had so little time, so much to do.
we shared a lot of l a u g h s and m e m o r i e s.
so lets c h e r i s h it shall we?

and...
t h a n k y o u s o m u c h.
f o r e v e r y s i n g l e t h i n g
y o u ' v e d o n e f o r m e a l l t h i s w h i l e.

mariners

2011-01-31T01:28:00.000-08:00


the perfect 9<3

azilah azmi, saya punya makwe<3

nuraidayu, saya punya gupren<3

marsha,artis.. tak boleh kacauu

didi aka mael. class rep

apek. dah ade ahmoi.

gau, sorry. ni satu je gamba kaoo. penat ek?

sedara helfi. orang panggil dia bob.

ajib, yuna wannabe~

oh mereka ini kawan rapat aku kat sini dari mulaaa lagiii

inilah muka muka ~~kickass~~ friend aku kat Uitm arau ni. takde diorang, bosan aku. hehe.

aku tak tau ape lagi nak cakap. post ni pon sebenanye aku buat sebab bosan tahap terlampau punya pasal. ahahha.

~~rindu la pulak kat diorang niii~~~

till next time, adios amiga~

1 2 lets go

2011-01-06T16:46:00.000-08:00

hai semua. aku dah selamat dah belajar dkat uitm perlis nih.
selama seminggu aku duduk sini, aku rase sini okla. not too bad la.
minggu destini siswa tu jangan cakap la.
memang seksa la. tapi put that aside, aku tak nak pikir lagi pasal peristiwa yang tidak berapa enak tu..
sekarang ni jom aku cerita!

okay. aku kan amek teknologi marin kan..?
aku ingat kan ramai la accept offer ni. rupa rupanya ade kurang dari 10 orang je dlm kelas aku.
group aku, ASB1Aw hanyalah terdiri daripada aku, masya, ziela, ayu, didi, helfi, ajib n apex je.
8 orang kesemua nyaa.
4 laki, 4 pompuan.. macam adek bradik aku kan?

minggu ni first week pi klas. memang tak berapa nak blaja laa.
kitorang pi klas, lecturer brief sikit jap, pastu class dismis.
best memang la best tapi penat la sebab asrama aku jauh dari kelas.
kena mendaki tangga macam batu caves tu ha.
hari hari aku mendaki agak agak cukup sebulan aku boleh jadi model tak?
hahhaa. merepek lagi...

anyway, tadi kitorang pi lab marin. macam biasa lah. lab memang tak mula lagi.
tapi tadi ade senior kat lab tu.nama dia kak mona.
kitorang mintak izin kat kak mona tu nak masok rumah biruuu~
oh ya, rumah biru tu macam lab aquaculture dia laaa.
kitorang curious sangat nak tau apa ada kat dalam..
akak tu pulak dengan sportingnya bawak kitorang tour dalam rumah tuuu.
ada ikann.. plankton, yeast, algae, ikan lagi..ikan.. dan ikann.
lepas puas tangkap gamba semua semua, kitorang kelua rumah biru.
terasa macam bangga semacam pulak kelua dari situ. ehhee
seronok tau!

and sekarang ni, aku tau yang aku takkan menyesal amek course ni.
banyak yang aku boleh blaja~
aku just harap aku tak flunk mana mana paper je lah.
doakan aku yeeee...

beautiful gorgeous!

2010-12-21T20:45:00.000-08:00

this is what early Christmas celebration is like at pavillion<3
i wish when i grow up, i wanna have a dream wedding at a scenery just like those~ awwww

dilemma

2010-12-17T22:13:00.000-08:00

da lama sangat rasenye aku tak update blog ni kan?

ye lah. agak sibuk la lately.

okay, teros kepada isi dan skip mukadimah.(^^,)
aku dapat offer UiTM haritu.. untuk disember intake.
jurusan marine tech. aku memang apply menda tu aritu.
tak sangka pulak dapat...

aku tak tau nak pilih mana satu. UTM ke UiTM..
ye la. memang la UTM tu dari segi branding dia bagus. orang pandang..
tapi aku amek computer science jek kat situ.
kalao nak dipikir kan computer science dah ramai sangat la sekarang ni kan.
bukan nye aku tak suka comp. tapi contoh terdekat la..
kakak long aku, dia dari science comp jugak. tapi sampai sekarang dia still tak dapat kerja dalam field dia.
kesian aku tengok dia. last last dia kerja dekat kino, a place where she feels relaxed.
dia suka buku, tak pa laaa... kalao macam aku.. aku tak suka buku sangat. allergic! buku komik ye aku suka. ahaks.!

lagipun, aritu aku ada la chat dengan sorang kawan aku ni.
dia macam pandang rendah kat aku sebab aku amek comp. sc... dia kata course tu untuk budak budak bodoh je..
aku ingat lagi ayat dia sampai sekarang..
dia kata
"senang kan jadi kao?.. senang jadi orang bodoh ni.. tak payah fikir banyak banyak. computer kan senang jee."
sejak dari saat dia cakap mcm tu kat aku,aku teros macam hilang semangat nak blaja. haha.
gile cepat patah semangat aku nih! pfff~
tapi apa yang dia cakap tu salah tau!
blaja computer la susah sebab kita kena keep up with everyday's growing technology kan?
and computer tu bukan takat blaja computer.. dia ada jugak physics siket siket. maths.. macam macam.
kalao doktor tu blaja biology, human's anatomy.. kitorang komputer blaja computer's anatomy la pulak. ingat senang?
and trust me, these people who learns computer science are NOT some idiot that u can fool easily.
in fact, aku rase bebudak ni la yang paling pandai nak hidup nanti. sebab sekarang kan semua guna komputer.
kalao blaja hacking, bole hack je system sape sape.. kan?
ehehehe.

okay, dah satu sem aku kat UTM ni.. aku ingatkan aku tak score sebab aku memang tak blaja kat sana.
dalam kuliah pon aku tido. tak pon maen lat tali lat dengan kawan kawan aku. tak pon aku conteng buku aku bia dia penoh dengan doodles.
balek bilik pulak, aku buat macam macam..aku kena la topup tenaga yang aku dah guna untuk pi kelas, aku sambung la tido..
pastu maen kentot kentot dengan budak budak blok pulak.keluar makan lagii.. rebut bilik air lagi..gayut ngan mak lagi.. mana ada masa nak blaja.
tup tap tup tap, aku tengok senarai tampal haritu, tengok2 result aku okayyy pulakkkk. adoiii. masalahhh...

masa aku tanya mak aku nak proceed UTM ke UiTM, mak aku tanya aku mana aku minat... mestila aku minat marine kan? dah kata dok PD..
mak aku setuju sangat dah aku nak pi uitm.
pak aku pon sama tauu. semua family aku support keputusan aku nak pindah uitm.
tapi satu je masalah aku.
aku taktau berenang!. ahahhahaa. gila kan?
tapi aku dgr course ni takde la kena masuk laut sgttt. tapi taktau lahh.
slain dari tu, memang takdak masalah dah.

tapi.
kat perlis tuh. jauh kan? lagipon perlis slalu banjir.. =.="
semua membe aku cakap aku kompem homesick punya lah.
sebab jauh sangat.
tapi aku dah nekad. aku nak pi UiTM jugak.
aku dengar kalao marine technology ni senang nak carik kerja.
gaji pon boleh tahan.. kan?
so sekarang ni aku kena polish balek la otak aku yang dah berkarat ni.
kena stadii bio balek.. ahahhaa.

aku ingat lagi masa matriks dulu pantang bukak je buku biology, aku mesti tertido lima minit selepas tuh.
ahahha. tapi harap harap aku dah tak macam tu lah.
harap harap penyakit malas nak baca buku aku tuh ilang.
puhhh puuhhh puuhhhhh!!! ika jangan la malas okay?

haa.. kalao sape sape ade info pasal course marine tech ni, sila sila lah kongsi dengan aku either kat fesbuk aku ke. sini ke.
kalao korang ade nombor pon aku, sila sila lah kontek aku ea?

oh ye, aku daftar 27th december ni. tapi 26th dah gerak dah. sape sape ade membe kat uitm arau sila sila lah kenalkan kat aku, sebab aku memang tak kenal sapa sapa kat sana..
sedara pon takde. aku sebatang kara je. tsktsktskstsktsk.

harap harap orientasi dia okeh okeh ajaaa. jangan la harsh sangat ngan aku..
doakan aku okay ek kat sana?
chiow!

ika,de blog?folow me ya =) keep in touch.. kem slm kt yana ugak =)

2010-10-10T23:06:00.001-07:00

ada. adaa.. nanti kasi link url blog u kat wll i okeh?
dah2. dia dah jawab salam~ <3

Ask me anything

cuba list at least 5 org bdk laki yg paling ko nak jumpa?

2010-10-10T08:35:00.001-07:00

1. mikhael jerricho
2.everlasting boyfriend, TAYLOR LAUTNERRRRR!!!!!!!!!!
3.boyfren koreaku, lee min ho<3<3<3
4.boyfren jeponku, ohno satoshi.
5.eminem

Ask me anything

T.I.G.A

2010-08-29T06:31:00.000-07:00

pejam celik pejam celik dah 19 hari kita berpuasa.. dan tinggal 3 hari je lagi nak balekk umaahh.tapi 3 hari ni lah yang palingg derita sengggsaraaa dukacita. banyak pulak problem adaaa. haiyo. takpe2. aku kan hebat. boleh settle punyaaaaa!~

bazar yang slalunye ramai pon dah tak ramai dah makanan diaa.. masalah jugak kan makan kena beli nihh.. tambah tambah bila banyak ~~kedai.~~. eppp. silapp.. gerai tak bukak.. naseb baek lah aku ni x la picky sgt kalao bab2 makan nii.. asal buleh hadam, aku buleh jee. janji tak pedas.. hiihhiihihi.

tak sabar aku nak balek! adek aku mesti dah bakar duet bli mercun banyak banyak kan? nanti nak maen mercun tepi rumahhhhhh~~ yadayadayayyayyyyyyy!!!!

kisah aku dan bas

2010-08-29T06:16:00.000-07:00

bas memang kenderaan rasmi aku kat sini. aku sukkaaaaaa sangat naek bas kat sini sebab bas dia free. ekceli bukannya free, dia dah include dalam yuran dulu2. bas banyak berjasa dengan aku semenjak aku melangkah kan kaki ku kesini. kira kira nya drebar bas ni macam ~~Superman~~ aku laahh. sebab diorang selamatkan aku daripada jadi kurus. ye lah. aku kena maintain lemak dalam badan ni haa. kalao tak, buat penat je ternak lama-lama. membazir betol kalao lemak hilang kat jalan jee..

sebenanye aku dari dulu lagi ada problem dgn bas bas kat johor nih. PANTANG aku kalao nak p beli barang tuh kena naek bas..tambah2 bila nak pegi town.. punya lah banyak bangla naek bass... adoilaaa.. aku takot betol tgk mereka2 nih. seram sejukk....! ish,seksa batinku...

macam macam jadi bila aku naek bas. penah dulu, kaki aku tersepit kat pintu bas. lepas tuh, drebar tak berenti station yang patutnya die berenti ... paling best bila kena tinggal bas... dah banyak kali dah aku kena keja bas. macam tengah maen polis entri pon ada jugak. penah skali tuh.. aku keja bas dkat depan HR tuh, tak perasan ada orang tengok.. lelaki pulak tuh, 1 grup. mati aku kena gelak ngan sumorang.. aku pon apa lagii.. menanggung malu lah. abes tebal 10 inci muka aku masa tuh. tapi yang pelik nyaa... walaopon aku keja keja bas tuh, dia tetap tak berenti jugak. aku pon tak tau apesal. pelik!. muka aku ni ada muka macam orang nak makan bas ke?? aku rasa aku makan nasik sahajaaa... tak paham betol lahh..

tapi tu semua dulu lah. sekarang laen siket..

skrg ni ada sorang pakcik bas tuh kenal ngan muka aku.. dia nampak aku tepi jalan je, dia berenti. hihihi. ada skali haritu, bas full. tapi aku desperate sgt nak cepat sebab dah lambat nak g klas. aku pon serbu je lah bas tuh. aku berkeputusan ntok duduk bersila seblah pakcik drebar tuh. jadilah aku co-pilot untok pakcik bas tuh. orang pandang gelak2. ahh. lantak lahh. aku buat dekkk je. sukati aku lah nak bersilaa. korang sebenanye jeles kan sebab aku slambaa je.. hihihihi. tapi sejak tuh, memang hidup aku bahagia gembira sempurna lah sebab sorang pakcik drebar bas tuh okeehh. hihihi.

muka2 tunggu bas

mesyuarat tunggu bas

but still.ada sorang abg bas tuh memang tak sukkaaaa nak berenti bila nampak kitorang.. taktau la ape masalah diaa.. ishh..

n skrg, kalao nak g town ke ape ke, aku bole mintak tlg kat kak joj.. dia ada atos. tak la terseksa sangat hidopp~ hihihihi

ape aku nak merepek lagi pon entah, aku tak tauu. cukop lah tuhhh. aku kena stadi. midterm nih.

lepas midterm nanti nak sambot merdeka ngn budak2 klas, nak kluaaaaaaa enjoyyy ramai2. mereka siap dah tempah kereta lagiii.. awwwww.. tak sabar aku!

dan internet sgt SOPAN kat bilik aku skrg ni.. aku nak cek fesbuk pon dah tabuleh kadang2. ceh. baek aku tgk muvieee~

dating berbuka puasa

2010-08-16T07:15:00.000-07:00

sabtu lepas, aku dan guprenku p beli tiket nak balek raye. lepas tuh,kami melencong ke jj ni haa.. kami berbuka kat mekdi. tgk2 STALKER aku pon ade kat situ. sapekah? oh. itu hanya kami sahaja yang tahu.tapi kalao sumorang pon nak tau pon bole jugak. gamba ade kat bawah tu haa... stalker aku yang baju klabu tuh. hihihihhi. jgn mara ye stalker... disebabkan saye nih takde gamba dengan awak,saye tarok la pic yang tak berapa best nih. hhihihiii

STALKER! uve been Stalked!

gembira betoi dia nih dapat date ngan akuhh<3


nampak tembam lah mcm ni..=.="

rindu sungguh aku pada makcik d tuh.

selepas beberapa minggu yang menyakitkan, dapat jugak aku bantai double cheesebege, all time faveret kuh. hihihihihi. seronok beronok ronok kua ngan athen.

i lap u yanggg.

jangan tinggalkan i okeh makwe!~

oh,sebenanye aku tak tau apa yang aku nak sampaikan dlm entri ini. basically, aku saja ja melobi gamba. hahahahahaha.

roti john

2010-08-13T20:59:00.000-07:00

aku ni peminat setia roti john. so sangat pantang lah bila ada bazar ke pasa malam ke passa siang ke aku memang kena beli roti john. tapi kalao kat umah aku dulu tuhh aku slalu beli roti john Unan. sedapnyaa tak terkataaaaaaaa....! bege benjo mcD pon kalah tau!! hhehhhe.

sebenarnyaa.. smalam aku buka lah roti john kat sini. ingat nya sedapp.. tapi nyata aku silap lagii.(banyak betol aku silap kan? adoi, bile lah nak jadi betol niihh) bukan nak kata apa lah. tapi apesal tah aku rasa roti john dia tak cukop kickk. aku sobsobsob betol dengan hal ini.aku nak roti john Unannnn! bila la mereka nak buat branch kat sinii. nak suroh mak poskan, takot basi. sapa reti buat roti john, tolonglah buat delivery kat bilek aku buat bbuka arini.. sobsobsob.

Hidup Seorang Ika.

2010-08-12T17:28:00.000-07:00

Siapa kata dok Universiti ni senang???? Meh sini jumpa aku! Aku nak tawu tang mana yang senang nyaaa...~

Makan pon kena carik sendiri taw, tak carik.. alamatnya x makan la korangggg...

Seperti yang semua orang sedia maklum, daripada isnin sampaiii lah hari kames.. klas aku FULL. dari pkol 8 pagi tuhhh sampai lah 7malam.. macam orang kerja lahhh..! yang beza nya cuma aku ni takde kereta, aku ni pejalan kaki sahajaa.. Tambah tambah hari isnin.. Makan pon xdan..

Nak dijadikan cerita.. Seperti biasa lah hari isnin aku bangun pagi gosok gigi cuci muka mandi.. sesudah tuh aku pakai la baju formal ku (a.k.a baju kurung) dan sikat rambut dengan rapi... dah siap2 semua, aku p la kluaq nak p klas.. elok elok je aku jejak kan kaki kat lua, hujan turun dengan meriah nyaaa.... Ahhh, perkara biasa je hujan cengginiiii, pikirku. Aku pon dok raba raba lah 'beg sekolah' aku, carik payonggggg.. Ada pon! Sapa kata gentleman tak bawak payonnggg?? hahahaa. okeh. okeh, So dengan gaya, mutu , keunggulannya aku pon dudoklah di bus stop tuh tunggu bas, bas sampai.. apa lagiii.. serbu lahhhh! Tengah2 syok dok dalam bas, kami tengok kat lua tingkapp.. ohhh, hujan ni makin lama makin sayang kat kitorang lahhhh.. makin meriah pulak die turun.. macam ada kenduri kendara pulak kan.. Memandangkan bas yang kami naek memang tak lalu kat fakulti kami, kami pon cakap kat pakcik bas tuh, mintak tolong berenti dekat depan fakulti..sebab kami pakai baju kurunggg.. takkan lah nak kami redah hujan dgn memakai baju kurung kot?? Pakcik bas itu tanpa berfikir panjang berkata" InsyaAllah" kat kami. Pada kami perkataan itu seolah olah janji yang diberikan oleh pakcik bas itu untuk menjamin keselamatan kami..(??) Tapi, TERBUKTI pakcik bas tu Ta Ya Pa Wau! ditinggalkan kami di tepi simpang seperti biasa.. Terpaksalah kami jalan kaki membawa payung konvoi ramai ramai p klas pagi tuhhh.. Banyak halangan, rintangan dan cabaran kami tempuhi . Jalan tang ni, banjir.. Jalan tang tuu, basah.. Masa ni lah aku menyesal tak pakai kasut banjir akuuu. Tapi elok jugak,kasot tuh lawa, rosak nanti aku jugaa yang menangess... sedang kami berjalan menempuh onak duri dan lautan api tuh(ayat nak hiperbola jeee), ada la manusia yang membawa kereta dok lalu, aku tak kesah kalaw mereka nak lalu je. tapi yang aku marah sangat nih, ada la satu kereta ni.. dia dah nampak kami berjalan beramai ramai kat tepi tuh, boleh pulak dia lalu kat tempat banyak air dan menyimbahhhhh air itu kat kamii.. YESSS! TAHNIAH! Anda telah berjaya mengkuyupkan kami~ Masa tuh aku marah bukan kepalangg... Naseb baek aku tak nampak nombor plat kereta tuh.. kalaw tak, alamatnya body kereta tuh aku buat kontezz gores & menang nanti... tapi takpa, life must go on! kami pon teroskan perjalanan kami . Masa ni ada payong pon tak ada guna, takat nak lindung kepalaaa ja.. Dengan sobsobsobnya kami mendaki bukit dan sampai ke fakulti .. Sampai je kat sana, aku lah orang yang paling semangat dok perah baju kurung aku, kasot aku hari ni aku pakai kasot baldu.. memang perfect lah! tak payah basoh kasot, teros jemur je. haha. Aku tengok buku dalam beg, LENCUN! tapi naseb baek lah harini akupakai beg sekolah kanak kanak aku tuh.. takde lah terok sangat lencunnyaa.. apape pon, kesian kat buku aku itu, penat aku carik duit invest kat diaa.

Selesai sesi perah memerah, kami pon p la masok kelasss...Tiru homework n stadii..(iye iye jeee) tapi aku tak dapat fokus. Suasana sangat sejuk menggigilkan dan sangat tak selesa. Perot pon sudah mendendangkan lagu rindu menyatakan ianya sudah rindu untuk di isi... Abes je klas tuh, aku dan konco koncoku mengambil keputusan untuk balek ke kolej kami nun jauh di sana dan menukar pakaian. Ni first time aku tukar baju sepantas kilat. oh, tukar kasot skali, daripada kasot baldu makcik sapu teros TRANSFORM jadi cinderellaaaaa...Tak penah penah aku tukar baju ala ala model kat fashion show, pantas seehh.. Maklumlah, nak keja bas punya pasal.. takmo lah jalan kaki lagiii. penat!!

Aku tak pegi kelas. Aku jahat. Aku p buat ptptn pulak , dengan harapan aku akan habes cepat dan aku boleh masok kelas. tapi, nyata aku silap. Untuk buat ptptn tuh, 5JAM aku tunggu. 4JAM aku habeskan untuk berator dan buat silap dan berator dan buat silap dan beratorrr lagi. Manakala 30 minit aku habeskan untuk berlari lari melompat baangunan untuk menyetelkan hal berkenaan dgn ptptn itu. Dan lagi 30minit aku habeskan dengan menunggu giliran dan mendengar ceramah free dari makcik staff yang sangat bising kat HEMA tuh,

sangkaku, sampai kaunter, semuanya akan okeh. Tapi.. sampai je kaunter, duniaku gelap gelita, tonggang tebalik! Aku kena marah, kena tengkingoleh skali DUA pegawai ptptn tuh. Rasa macam nak sobsob je kat situ tapi aku hanya mampu terkedu sambil memegang pen dan menyumpah nyumpah mereka di dalam hati sahajaaa. Dan akhirnya, aku lulus BERSYARAT. kawan aku lulus je. aku punya bersyarat sebab kat surat tawaran UTM tuh dia tulis kos aku Komputer Industri.. tapi kat ptptn tuh dia tulis Perkomputeran Industri.

ceh! aku panas betol lah harini!. habes tuh dalam pkol 3 lebih gitu, kami pon berlari lah pegi kelass.First time aku ponteng klas 4jam direct..

kami masok klas programming, tu pon 15 minit yang terakhir.. habes je klas kena interview dengan PM..(bukan perdana menteri, tapi prof madya..) tapi naseb baek PM tuh understanding orangnyaa, dilepaskan lah kami dari punishments. kami pon tuka lab, p klas IT pulak.. oh seksanya 2 jam dok dlm aircond.. baru aku ingat, aku tak makan lagi dari semalam... so, lepas je klas tuh.. pkol 7 ,kami pegi makan kat meranti tu haaa. makan makan makan, aku tanggal lah jam, tarok atas meja.. niatnya nak semayang kat situ tapi pikir balek, baek aku bale bilek je, lagi slesa.. aku pon cakap kat kawaan aku tuh ajak balek bilek.. dia setuju.. kami pon dengan gembira nya bejalan pulang ke kolej... dah 10 minit berjalan, lagi sejengkal kura kura je nak sampai kolej, baru aku teringat kat jam aku tuh! OMIGOSHHHH! aku tertinggal jam kat atas mejaa!!!!!~ tulah, excited sgt nak balek bilek, sampai jam pon terlupa. kami pon patah balek pegi meranti.. carik jam kat meja yang kami duduk tadi. e eh, dah ade orang lah kat situ, aku tanyan orang tu ada nampak jam aku ke dakk. dia kata tad ade. aku pon dudok di kerusi tempat kawan aku tunggu aku tuh dan sobsobsob disitu. memang dah tak boleh tahan dah air mata tuh. aku begitu sayang cinta mati kat jam tu sebab jam tu abang aku bagi kat aku setahun lepas.. dia beli masa dia kerja kat dubai aritu.. Sedang aku menanges, lelaki tadi yang duduk kat tempat makan kitorang tu panggil aku.. dia pegang jam.. dia tanya tu jam aku ke? Aku pon mengangguk angguk macam nak putus urat kepala aku dan sobsob menerima kasih kepada nyaa...malu betol lah ika nih! dan aku lihat dia berlalu pegi.. dalam hatiku gembiranya tak terkata hanya tuhan sahaja yang tauu.. dan dengan hati yang berbunga bunga cinta misha omar itu aku dan kawan ku pulang ke bilekk..

selesai mandi dan tukar baju, kami kena pegi DSI pulak.. niat di hati tak maw pegi, penat. tapi di gagahkan juga diriku untuk pergi.. ATTENDANCE IS COMPULSORY!, bak kata Mdm Hafilah. aku dan kawan ku yang tadi teman aku tuh jalan la ke DSI. dekat je, tak jaoh.. tapi sesat jugak lahh nak jalan.aku bawak laptop, buleh online nanti.. bosan bosan. sampai je kat DSI kami memula kan projek online beramai ramai.. aku keluar kan laptop. Baru aku Sedar yang aku tak bawak bateri. hahahahaha! sangat sia sia je aku bawak. buat berat beg je. CEH! aku pon dudok la tgk orang debattt.. Oh, sungguh panas ye topik itu. tapi aku tak paham. politik, ~~aku tak sukaa~~. Sedang aku memandang dan memandang, aku ternamapk orang ramai ramai minom cendol. aku pon pandang lah si Fad dengan mata yang lawa meminta dia ambekkan cendol untok aku. Fad lawa. Terima kasih! Sayang kawwwww!~ dan pukol 10 kami berjalan balek.

sampai bilek, aku rehat kejap. tapi pukol 11 tuh aku kena pegi bilek sesengal sesungut dan seleder untok menyiapkan assignment yang perlu dihantar esok yang tidak di usik lagi.. si yana terpaksa tidor kerana saket perot dan si diana tolong aku siket2 je. aku lah yang kena bersengkang mata buat semua menda tuh.. last last aku letih sangat ade 1 mukasurat tuh aku copy paste dari internet je. plagiarism. mati aku kalaw abang Alex check guna TurnItIn tuh. hahhaahaa. tapi alhamdullillah siap juga assignment aku malam tuh jugak.

aku balek bilek, dan kemas2 buku. dan akhirnya.. aku dapat jugak tidur dengan nyenyak nya jadi sleeping beautyyy...

oh, gara gara hari yang begitu, kaki aku banyak mengalami kecederaan disebabkan berlari memakai wedges. Boleh mati kalaw uat hari hari... Tolonglah jangan jadi seperti aku, ~~cuai dan mengada~~.

*yeess! laptopku dijajahi virus. semua gamba takboleh nak bukak. terima kasih virus!

terluka dengan manusia

2010-08-10T03:28:00.001-07:00

sumpah aku sedih harini.

kamu!

2010-08-08T03:23:00.001-07:00

ya! Kamu yang membaca post ini..! Terima kasih. :)

balai cerap

2010-08-07T20:12:00.001-07:00

sangat bising d sini.. Tapi sangat seronok.... Hehehe

bosan

2010-08-07T06:32:00.001-07:00

talent camp ini sangat bosan. Senior kat depan tunjuk gamba je. Saya nak jugak pegi melancong. Otak ini tidak berjalan hari ini gara gara camp ini.Otak saya seakan akan suda beku dmakan aircond dewan kuliah ini. Oh oh oh. Kesian.. Balek nanti saya rebus balek bg dia berfungsi balek. Ho ho ho. Tak sabar nak pegi balai cerap esok! Bole maen keja keja..!

today

2010-07-27T01:26:00.000-07:00

saya sangat gembira harini. kenapa? sebab semalam ade quiz programming(which i totally dislike and i tak tau langsungg~) end up today i got flying colourrss~ waaa. gembiranya tak terkata laaaa dapat tinggi macam tu punya markah. and so i thought, programming isnt such a hard task actually its quite easy and fun! hahahah. and because of that.. the weather forecast for today in my wonderland is extremely blissful day, sunny but calm. it seems like im becoming closer and closer each day with my classmates. sukaaaaannnyyyaaaaaaa!!!!~

let see, i got a friend that really really really extremely like kpop. shes a die hard fan of suju. gila sangat.. everyday she hears korean music, and even open korean vclips in class. muahahahahaha. ada jugak guys yang sedang berjinak2 dengan novel. and ada jugak guy yang suroh saya pakai tudong g class. and i dunno.

now, saya tengah di dalam lab , waiting for the lecturer.... (sempat lagi tuh blogging) muahahaha.

kejap lagi ada quiz it pulakk.. semua orang pon tgah tekun baca buku.. tapi sayaaaa??? saya begitu "rajin". so saya tak payah la baca buku kann? just wish me the best of luck guys.

p/s:perot lapaaaa.. tapi taylor swift buat saya kenyang...~~~~ i love youuuuuu tayyllooorrrrrr swifftttttttt!.

life now

2010-07-26T20:59:00.000-07:00

its been long since the last time ive updated my blog...
well, ive been busy with stuffs and all. plus, i didnt get the wifi service in my hostel room, so its a bit hard to blog without the internet.

omg! i forgot to mention, now im furthering my studies in UTM campus,JB. im taking degree in computer science. actually i didnt intend to get in this course, but wth! pegi je laahh.. i rather go study than sitting home doing nothing but to goyang kaki. i felt like an idiot doing just nothing everydayy~

well, life has been fabulous up to this day. everything falls into their places. i met new friends, new roomates, new lecturer, new colleagues and of course.. new enemy.. its not like i wanna have enemy but they kinda sorta come to me and start pissing me off.

like i have this girl and a boy. the boy was like.. okay at first but suddenly, he kept pissing me off. he also have B.O.! i really can accept anyone to be my friend but i really cant tolerate with ppl that have this kinda problem.. havent anyone tell him about that? and ended up when he's around.. ill try avoiding him. and makesure im not even near him. i once experience a near-death experience sitting next to him last week. "gilaaa! kaw nak bagi aku mampos ke appeee???'i thought. but i survived tha session. luckily, up till now. n theres this one girl, she kept pissing me off. i heard she was jealous of my friends and i. and personally, i would like to ask her to GET A LIFE! buzzz off. i dont care about you and i hope u dont even care about me. i dont even care if u care about me or something. muahahahahaahah(evil laugh)

here, im having fun everydayyy along with my 5 girlfriendss.. i love love love love love love love love love love them very very vey very so much!~ i dont think i can live without them bugging me in a day..~

theres also lotsa hottie in heree~ our daily activity: cuci mata~ hahahhahaa. we was like.. "kyaaaaaaa~" when we saw a hottie~ gatal nak mampos! bile la nak tobat ni melly oiiii!

and then, i manage to get myself in a volleyball team in my college. but then, after the first practice i QUIT! why? coz the manager is so damn bitchy and she's a pain in my ass. shes always bossing ppl and criticizing us like she hv won the olympics. i hurt my hands and arm badly, ive hurt myself mentally. and so i left. hahahaha

well, thats enough for today.. im blogging at my faculty's computer.. my friend is waiting for me to finish typing~ so im kinda in a rush right now~(sorry athenn). i still got lots of stories to telllll~ but till next time.

have fun everyday~~~~~~~~

Satu Malaysia

2010-04-28T00:12:00.000-07:00

Morning Crew Parody - How To Pay

2010-04-28T00:03:00.000-07:00

Morning Crew Parody - How To Pay

JJ and Ean are at it again, this time with Jason Derulo's Watcha Say!

aahhhhhhh

2010-04-27T23:25:00.000-07:00

whats the big hype about formspring.me??

seems like everyone have one. so, i decided to make one. hihihiihhi

http://www.formspring.me/ikaMelly

hari bersejarahhh!~

2010-04-24T22:47:00.000-07:00

semalam. saya mengalami satu pengalaman baruuu (macam skema je ayat~)..

macam-macam jadi semalam.. mula2 tu petang tu ada test munsyi dekat w.mlawati.. ramai gilaaaaa budak perempuan pakai baju kurungg~ rase mcm kat matriks la pulak=.=" padahal da klua matrix daa~ haiyooo.. saya pakai slack jeee.. ngn shirtt. simple je.. ingatkan na pakai tie. bagi hensem sket. tapi ta jumpe tiee.. hahahahaa. anyway,datang2 je jumpa kaka n ayaa~ tunggu haz tapi haz mcm malu2 je nak masok.. so ktrg pon masok la duluuu~ dapat tempat blakaanggg skaliii. gile panas rasenye hari tu.. tengok2 kipas tak bukak! patut pon panas!~ lepas tuh saya pon mengipas2 lah diri saya dgn slip pendaftaran tuuu.. ter accident mata dgn sorg pengawas ni... buatla puppy eye.. mintak simpatii~ dia pon tersengih then onkann kipass.. fuhhh!!~~ legaaaaaaa~ lepas tuh, slama sejam buatla test tu.. takde la susah mane pon.. macam amek survey kat facebook je...

lepas test tuh adala sesi fotografi dgn kaka n hazz.. maklumlaaaa rindduuuuuu.... lepas tu ingat nak kua ngn si alan ni.... sbb dia nakkkk sgt jumpaaaa~ nanti ta jumpa nanti,ckp macam2. ishh.. lepas tu call diaa.. dia tamaw kua pulak. ceh! balekk je la umaaa~ balek uma borak dgn arif, ajak g cendol... then cendol tutopp~ kitorang pon makan bubur ayam kat mlawati tu haa...

dah 7++pm mcm tu balek umaa.. afiq msg.. ajak kua lagii.. =.=" penat la.. but anyway, ikot jugak dia keluarr~

bestbesbestbestbest sangaaatttt keluar dgn merekaa~ and dia nampaknya macam dah berubah sikit laa. hihiihihiihihihihihhihihihihihihi. tapi smlm sliper putus, kene tulah kott.. tu laaa! buat lagi mende2 jahat! padan muka ika! pastu bgtaw kat afiq sorang je sebab maluuu sangattt~ kereta parking jaoohhh... adoi seliperrrr, mase ni jugak la kaw uat halllllllll~ tebalnyaaa mukaaa...~ but last-last afiq bagi guna seliper die, die pakai seliper saya yang dah putus tuh.. comel kan? kan? kan? tapi kitorang balek separatee.. dia ikot shafiq dan saya ikot helmi... sebab 2-2 driver dah mengantok.. so saya pon ikot je laaa....

sampai je ruma saya msg kawan baek saya, cerita. tapi mereka tak balas.. da tido kot.. pagi2 msg.. hahha. lepas tuh msg 'dia'.. tapi ta balas.. ish ape laaaa.. lenkali, orang msg,replyyy!~ tapi mlm tadi mmg ta bule tido sebab malu kott.. ta penah penah dalam sejarah hidup nak dekat 20 tahun ni seliper putus masa kua jalan~ adoiiiiiiiii. tebal nye muka kuuuuuuuu~!

tapi memang takkan lupa sampai bila bila la.. macam macam jadii~ hahahhahahahaaaa

oh ya! kepada kakaaaa... gambarr,nanti saya upload di facebook okeh!

sampai sini sahajaaa..... maaf bahasa melayu kurang siket. tengah improve lagii nii~

hahaha

2010-04-23T21:27:00.000-07:00

well, ur making me pissed.! buzzz off okay..

well, have a new guitarrr~ awww.... me likeyyy!!!

2010-04-20T22:43:00.000-07:00

a friend of mine said to me....

" kalau u sayang kat seseorang, tak bermakna u boleh simpan dia sampai bila2. tak semestinya kalau u sayang dia, u kena be with that him/her for the rest of your life. maybe it's better to let go. if u guys are meant to be together, then if u let go of that someone, surely they will come back to u. all depends on the fate itself.if u love someone, set them free, they'll be happier...."

"dont give too high hopes for someone because people will always dissapoint u, break your heart. no matter what happens, dont put too much hope in someone. cause u'll end up with ur tears falling down.. u yang sakit, no one's know cause u kept it well to urself without no one to notice it."

and it is dedicated to u guys as well. i mean it!

.

2010-04-20T04:25:00.000-07:00

the world's full of shit. i dont need ppl to ONLY talks to me when asking only about my grades and only asking to borrow my phone everyday! i dont need ppl telling me what to do! i dont need anyone like them.

go die. gth everyone!

elum again

2010-04-18T10:36:00.000-07:00

you're welcome =)

listless

2010-04-18T03:08:00.000-07:00

have u ever feel like u've been rejected by ur family and friends? have u ever feel how it feels to be invincible? well, try to be me, try to take my place for a day.. u'll know how hurt u are. right now. im feeling useless. like im not needed. so why do i live? there's no one to share my everything with. no one needed me anyway. they are better off without me. im just a burden. a pain in their ass. evetho they didnt say it out loud, i know. i can feel it. and honestly i hate that feeling. at tie like this.. i need my muam here, but her too. she is occupied with other commitment.. i guess its only me that needed evryone in my life. everyone keep leaving me. even my so-called-i wont-ever leave-you-boyfriend dumped me, every single person i love the most leaves me one by one...everyone keep ditching me without even understanding me. what did i do wrong? i know im not perfect but cant people just accept me the way i am? im sad. i dont see why do i even living in this world... the world seems soo happy without me. a loss of a person wudnt affect much rite? right now, i regret being a human. i regretted continue living. i dont see where im going in this world... can someone play me a music and cheer me up so that this feeling would fade away?

i like....

2010-04-09T20:16:00.001-07:00

teasing people.. Especially my meimei.. Hehehe

sob2.

2010-04-09T20:13:00.001-07:00

wifi had been blockd by d admin because of some naughty kids.... Now,all d innocent kids hav 2 pay.. Uwaaaaaa

third day of exam

2010-04-06T21:58:00.000-07:00

yesterday i didnt wrote anyting because i hav had a seriously high fever.but english paper 2 went well,i guess.

its today's exam that worries me the most. i think i swallowed too much medicine yesterday, so after the english paper i slept untill 5am today. i slept for more than 10 hrs. wow.then, i didnt even revise for my io paper for today. i came in the exam hall unprepared and ended up i 'hentam' all the answer. it's not that hard actually but i didnt revise, that made it hard to answer. when the time ended, im still in a massive mess ive created myself.. but luckily i dont leave any blank space in the structured question. only have 'holes' in the essays part. now, im feeling more okay la than yesterday, i think the fever came because im too panic for the bio paper kot. i even sweat n cried heavily in my sleep yesterday( according to my roomate la)...

why why, i made a deal with my bestest buddy, jack yang emir. he told me that he wud treat me ".." if i get 3.5 n above, and in contrast, i have to treat him if i get below 3.5...

well, good news for u my friend, i think i've lost the deal. i think u will win...... huwaaaaaaaaaaaa... there goes my moneyy~

....

2010-04-05T07:06:00.000-07:00

its true, curiosity killed the cat..

sebab "pandai" sangat tanye macam2.

in the end, its always me that is hurted. haha

padan muka melly!

announcement

2010-04-05T02:11:00.000-07:00

oh yea, today.. someone said that im the ~~frogprince's girlfriend.~~

why? i wonder...

lemme set this straight n make it clear to u guys here, well, good news to all the girls out there (specifically, frogprince's admirer)

im NO T his girlfriend ...

a point to note, im no one's girlfriend. im sick n tired of loving people that tend to break my fragile heart. i only love my friends.(and of course my beluved family). fullstop.

so dont go here n there spreading nonsense stuff about me.

frogprince and i are just friends just like everyone else's are, as u can see. im a friendly girl and i tend treat everyone as they should be treated.

sekian, terima kasih.

first day of final.

2010-04-05T01:59:00.000-07:00

whoa.... it seems that facebook has been blocked ... strange huh?

well, never mind then, i can still blog.

today is the first day of final and it was hectic..

the first paper for today is english paper 1 which i didnt even bother to revise.. and the result was, i went lunatic in the exam hall~~. i thought it would be as easy as ABC~~ but hell, it was tough! i went head over heels answering the question. the language is so bombastically great that even i didnt understand a word im reading.. ended up that i kinda guessed most of the answer... what should i do? it was a really sleepy morning... n the weather's niice to sleep..

finished english, i went straight to my room and read biology till i fell asleep unconsciously...

when i woke up its already late to study anything and so i wash my face and get prepare to go. but, i dont know why i feel much calmer answering the bio paper.(or maybe its just because its paper 1).. some of the topics that i didnt read i left it blank and guess the answer when its 10min before submitting the answer sheets. i dunno.. im scared of my bio.. i am not completely prepared for it. =.="

hummmmm....

well, thats it for the day, tomorrow will be having english.. summary n argumentative essay if im not mistaken.. and i sux in summaries and also writing. i dunno how to write things nicely. and i dont know how to use bombastically superb words...=.=" tonite will be studying for english and tomorrow back to studying bio.. then, i cud send my bio n english notes in the box. hehehhee..

2 down 6 to go!!!

okay okay okay, i usually tend to write everything that flicks on my mind. better stop now or i'll be out of my league. haha. merepek kan?. thats all for this post.

wish me the best of luck for my finals guys!

thanks^^

zzzz

2010-04-03T06:24:00.000-07:00

it have been 2 days yet im still no where near finish reading bio.~

haiyoo.. so damn sleepy lor.

need my enzyme~

kemarau

2010-04-03T01:58:00.000-07:00

kemarau telah melanda blok A. dan bermula lah ekspidisi untuk mencari air di sini ye.

selamat mencari air wahai penduduk blok A.

penat la asek2 tade air. ta kesian ke kat kite? ish!

like butterflies

2010-04-02T23:34:00.000-07:00

like caterpillars, we climb.

like butterflies, we fly.

preparation for the finals.

2010-04-02T21:55:00.000-07:00

well maybe most of the students are busy studying at this time of day but for me. i dunno why the heck is wrong with me. i still have a lot to catch up but im not studying.... well, today is saturday, tomorrow is sunday and the day after tomorrow is my final... =.=" my schedule? let seee...

5th april- english n bio paper 1

6th april- english paper 2.

7th april- bio paper 2

9th april- math paper 1

12th april-math paper 2

13th april- chemistry paper 2

and last but not least..

14th april-chemistry paper 1.

after that i bet that all of the students in this college are busy fussing about going back home. while my heart is nowhere near to that.

but i did made plans for holidays. getting my driving license.. hanging out with some friends. go lepaking with my besties. n lots n lots n lots of plans made. but sadly, all those thing wud have to wait because.. something came up and well we9my family n i) wud have to settle it first, then i can go out freely.

however, i wont cancel the plans made. but.. i dunno wheter im coming home o not this holiday.

the huggeeee problem now is, i have no one to pick me up on the 14th. hahahaha

its not a joke. its the reality.

one last solution is, i wud leave all my things here n go back by bus. that is if no one really came for me lah.

its just a way. just in case.

hummmmm.. well, enough yip yapping for today. i had to finish up my reading or i wud faill.. uwaaaa.. wish me the best of luck guys.... n sorry for all the hurts done.

reproduction reproduction.

2010-04-01T11:23:00.000-07:00

i tried loving bio but it hated me.

what shall i do? what shall i say? im trying my best to held i stay,

just for awhile. just untill the exam comess around...

5min later: still holding the bionotes...

and suddenly..

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

hahahhaha. nyte planet Earth! its time to go now. to my wonderland.=)

.........

2010-04-01T08:11:00.000-07:00

argh, demam gile kot..

nak periksa, biasa la.

allergic siket bile tawu na periksa...

naseb baek ade pika. satu beg plastik ubat die kasi tadi.

gosh! baek gile pika.

ase mcm na jadikan die makwe saya je.

alangkah bahagia nya hidup if ada pika~

thanks syafiqah!!!

saya tawu awak sayang saya lebih..

saya pon sayang awak lebih juga~~

miloboy

2010-03-28T03:50:00.000-07:00

why am i like this? why am i like this? i never ask myself to be like this. i dunno why, i wonder why ive changed to a worser me day by day. i hate to be like this. its not even me. why am i like this? could someone solve it for me. its like ive lost myself in the world im living now. could somebody,anybody help finding me again? i think ive lost my way thru life. i think ive lost my rationality and i think ive changed to a bombastically new person,which is such a dumbass.
omg! i hate guys they're such a jerk. i hate families. i hate studies. i hate money. i hate everything. especially the fact that ur not here for me ever again. thats just what i hate the most. im sorry but im not over u.
i still love u . still missing u. still dreaming of u every single nights.

"ikaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!! study lah!!!!!
put aside ur feelings and all. please score for yoour finallll!!! " thats what all the ppl said to me but hell yeah, i didnt even manage to put my mind thru studying for like 5min, max. what i wanted is him to be there for me. then, i think i could bounce back. i cant manage to hold all of these problems n deppression all by myself. i cant manage to control my emotions quite well. oh u, please like.. stay with me for a while. just untill i finished sitting for my exam. please.

im freakinly freakishly missed u jerk!

having fun in the sun=)

2010-03-25T04:32:00.000-07:00

my c.o.l.o.u.r.s of life

25th march 2010.

2010-03-25T03:45:00.000-07:00

purple is the new beautifull.

sangat happy today! thanks korang! thanks kat kamu jugak!

saya suka exam.

2010-03-24T05:13:00.000-07:00

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ohh nokiaaaaaa =(

2010-03-24T04:15:00.000-07:00

jangan lah kamu rosak sekaranggg..
saya amat memerlukan kamu..
macam mana saya nak survive masa study week tanpa kamu~
jangan la macam ni..
jangan la macam ni..
mamaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!
nak henfon baru?
"beli sendiri" jawab mak.
wuuuu...

henfon jahat,saje je nak suroh saya stadi betol2.
uhuuuu..
nak henfon~

my sweethearts=)

2010-03-24T04:07:00.000-07:00

i had fun taking pictures with u guys last night..

especially with my fiance(lol), hoon~

lots of memories shared between us.

but sadly in less than a month we have to go our own way..

and we might not see each other again, who knows,kan??

btw, thanks 4 beinng there for me hoon,kaka n haz~

and goodluck for this coming PSPM

p/s: kaka! nanti teman stay up blaja bio ehhh~

love you guys!!

kamu!

2010-03-22T02:52:00.000-07:00

Saya Rindu KAMU!!!!

hari ni

2010-03-22T02:43:00.000-07:00

kong wei ~~HENSEM!~~

mirul ~~jahat!~~

kucai ~~sombong!~~

dan saya BOSAN!

(orang suro stadi tamaw~hahha)

sayang pengarah baruu!!! =)

2010-03-20T00:34:00.000-07:00

sayang sayang sayang sayang sangat kat pengarah baru college nih! die da bukak WIFI!! sangat best lah tapi macam ta berapa nak elok timing die.. mase na dekat2 exam ni la die baru na masok n bukak wifi.. =.="
dan result nya.. saya tidak mungkin akan menyentuh buku walaupon da nak final... terima kaseh ye pengarah baru. merasa jugak saya meng'online'kan diri kat college ni. hehhehe

n dekat sini.. saya na ucapkan thanks kat kawan2. sebab mereka uat saya ta sedih. masa saya hilang arah tuju.. mereka datang tolong tunjukkan jalan.. muam.. kucai... rudy.. pika... hoon.. qaqa.. haz .. emir.. elum.. appa.. jaja.. semua laa.. thanks eh korang. korang caring sangat.. terutama hoon qaqa n haz. korang sampai kan uatkan kad ntok saya suroh saya jangan nanges. korang ckap saya ni kuat. heheh. n sebab korang, saya okayyyyy..

lepas tu, skrg ni tgah sibok liga bola sepak tu. tiap2 petang ade game. seronok taw tgk dorang maen bola!
lawak gile kot! release tension gak ar.. tambah2 bila budak2 kulia yang maen bola... striker tuhhh, frogprince(bukan nama sebenar) sangat hebat la maen bola. kepala, bahu, kaki semua dia guna ntok maen bola. hahhahhaa. amirul pulak... midfield tebaek!!!! ehhehhehe

sedih, sedih jugak. tapi kan,takkan la nak tunjuk kat org yg kite sedih kan? tapi masa2 sedih ni sangat hepi sebab tawu ramai sokong saya. hehhee. thanks korang..^^

btw, nanti2 saya mengupdate blog eh. na pegi tengok kulit buku bio n uat prses osmosis( padahal osmosis tu berlaku bila ade air je. muahahahhahaha.. na dekat ngn exam dahhh,tapi tak tobat2 lagii.. hihihi
sehingga berjumpa lagiii.. dhaaaaaaaaaaaa~

for a certain somebody

2010-03-06T17:10:00.001-08:00

You're better then the best
I'm lucky just to linger in your light
Cooler then the flip side of my pillow, that's right
Completely unaware
Nothing can compare to where you send me,
Lets me know that it's ok, yeah it's ok
And the moments where my good times start to fade

You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed, sing like bird
Dizzy in my head, spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh, you make me smile

Even when you're gone
Somehow you come along
Just like a flower poking the sidewalk crack and just like that
You steal away the rain and just like that

You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed, sing like bird
Dizzy in my head, spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh, you make me smile

Don't know how I lived without you
Cuz everytime that I get around you
I see the best of me inside your eyes
You make me smile
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild

You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed, sing like bird
Dizzy in my head, spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh, you make me smile

...

2010-03-05T05:49:00.001-08:00

for the first time.. im speechless.

26 things a perfect guy wud do for you.

2010-02-16T02:20:00.000-08:00

1. Know how to make you smile when you are down .
2. Try to secretly smell your hair, but you always notice.3. Stick up for you, but still respects your independence .
4. Give you the remote control during the game .
5. Come up behind you and put his arms around you.
6. Play with your hair.
7. His hands always find yours .
8. Be cute when he really wants something
9. Offer you plenty of massages.
10. Dance with you, even if he feels like a dork.
11. Never run out of love.
12. Be funny, but know how to be serious.
13. Realize he's being funny when he needs to be serious.
14. Be patient when you take forever to get ready.
15. React so cutely when you hit him and it actually hurts.
16. Smile a lot.

17. Plans a romantic date full of cheesy things he wouldn't normally like to do, just because he knows it means a lot to you.

18. Appreciate you.

19. Help others out.

20. Drive 5 hours just to see you for 1.

21. Always gives you a peck on the cheek when you depart from each others company, even when his friends are watching.

22. Sing, even if he can't.

23. Have a creative sense of humor.
24. Stare at you.
25. Call for no reason.
26. Quit smoking, chewing, drinking, or drugs - just because he loves u that much to quit it.

15th jan 2010

2010-01-15T09:54:00.000-08:00

its been 22days after we've last met. and gladly, u didnt cancel on me today(which i thought u were)
all we've done for the day is go to the cinema n eat.. we had nice chat. we had fun. we freeze to death together. and i actually get a chance to look at u. see ur face, hear ur laughs n make u smile. gosh! that is the best gift ever! i was like 'omg! im the luckiest girl alive!' . u make me calm n i was so damn happy!. n guess what? my mum didnt even bother to call me n ask me to cum hume even if its 12 midnite. heh. mum trusted u already, i guess...

now its 138am n ur on ur way back.. i wonder if ur doing okayy..? well, i cud just pray for your safety..
eh wait! ur home already.. hehhehehe. thank god that ur hume ouh!i was worried sick about u ouh.
hehehe

well, although today was short. i had all the fun in the world going out with u.. we shud do it more often la kan??? but its not enuff if im happy allone, i do wish ur happy going out with me today.
and thanks BFL......

YOU!

2010-01-14T03:35:00.000-08:00

awak.
sebenarnya kan awak kan...
saya marah sangat dgn awak!
sangat sangat ~~sangat~~ sangat sangat amat marah dengan awak.
tapi awak tatawu pon saya marah dekat awak.
ingatkan tamaw layan awak sbulan.
tapi apekan daya~
awak text 1 mesej je.
saya da gila punya melompat-lompat mcm monyet dlm zoo dapat pisang.
lepas tu pikir..

nak balas ke tak..

nak balas ke takk..

tak nak la..
~~eh nak la..~~
ehh ta nak la..

ish!

balas je la.

susah sangat!

hahaha
end up saya balas msg awak.
saya mmg ta bule control jari saya drpd menaip..
hakikatnya, saya rindu sangatttt kat awak.
marah pon da lari.
haiihh..
lemahnye saya bila ada awak.
=.="

10 facts

2010-01-13T20:14:00.000-08:00

one.
im freakin bored now.
two.
i hurt my elbow.
three.
ive just removed "friends" from fb.
four.
i hate YOU.
five.
i love making friends. but i dont know how to make friends.
six.
actually i am dull and boring
seven.
i dunno how to express my thoughts and feelings verbally.
eight.
i do care about people, but it hurts when they actually didnt care about me.
nine.
now imreally really freakinly bored. eh wait, thats #1. =.="
ten.
im out of idea. hahahhahaha!

some love tips i found...

2010-01-13T18:23:00.000-08:00

This is something I just found and loves to share it with my guyfriends. <3

1- do NOT act big on text messages, and IM if you cannot back it up in person.

2- tell her that you love her, and why you love her.
she likes to be reminded.

3- NEVER say ‘i love you’ on the first date, those are 3 powerful words, make them mean something.

4- there is never an excuse to break up with me and go after one of my bestfriends, or worse my sister/cousin.

5- compliments make the world go ‘round.

6- baseball shirts are hot,

7- kissing on the cheek, forehead, hand is sweet.
we don’t always need you to shove your tounge down our throats.

8- call just to say good-morning, good-night, or just see how we are doing, we like that.

9- if its cold, let her wear your sweater; let her take it home for a couple nights.

10- if you are doing something with another girl that you wouldn’t want us to see don’t do it; think if we were doing that with another guy, would you want us to be doing it ?

11- we like you for you; don’t go and try to be mr.big man in front of us.

12- listen to her when she speaks; or at least pretend to.

13- honesty is the key.

14- she may hug other guys and talk to other guys, but NONE of them will every mean as much to her as you do.

15- DO NOT LEAD US ON, you will get stabbed.

16- we think that your flaws are what make you perfect.
because no guy understands that they don’t need to be perfect to impress us.

17- most of the time when we send you a song, it usually relates to you in some way.

18- secretly she will always have a song that reminds her of you, if you have one that reminds you of her, tell her.

19- don’t you DARE ask me if you can hold my hand or kiss me, if you want to feel free to, it will show your macho-ness.

20- come up from behind her and hold her waist, she wants you to .

21- you are the guy. YOU talk to her first on msn, YOU text her first, YOU go up to her and say hi, you are the guy, that is YOUR job.

22- if your going to cheat on us, have the decency to call us before hand and tell us its over, its much better getting dumped then finding out you were with another girl.

23- listen to her when she tells you what looks good on you, take her advice because usually she is telling you the truth.

24- AXE is a good scent but do not soak yourself in it, btw; just because you put it on, will NOT get you lucky.

25- do not get mad at her for her mistakes, if she says sorry forgive her.

26- if you tell me you are going to call me, or text me all day, or that we are going to hang out all day; MAKE SURE TO FOLLOW THOUGH.. asshole.

27- gifts are great; if you don’t know what to get her, think about it shes a girl ? flowers, teddy bears, a neckles, a braclet are always great ideas; if you dont have the money, write her a poem and read it to her, write her a song and sing it to her, (even if your horrible at singing).

28- you might not think it makes a difference, but “LOVE YOU” and “I LOVE YOU” are two diffrent things; make the effort to put the extra i at the beginning, and seriously ” ~~luv u~~” is not a good way to say it either-MAKE AN EFFORT.

29- tell her what you mean: if you dont like something shes doing, TELL HER, she will probley try to stop it for you.

30- ~~remember things that she tells you~~; and bring up that your remeber , ex. if she tells you her favourite t.v show, next time your talking about T.V be like “oh, so are you watching _________?” she will be impressed that you remembered.

31- whisper in her ear.

32- actualy GET to know her.

33- if you forget her birthday; your screwed!

34- IF YOU DARE brake up with her on text, MSN, or an email, she will/has permisssion to brake your neck, grow a set of balls ? (:

35- even if the converstion between you two is dieing over msn/text message , you better keep resonding to her; oh and smiley faces do make a diffrenece..
example: hi :) or hi.
exampletwo: ok :) or ok.
see what i mean, ?

36- we want the best for you, cigarettes, weed and alcohol are NOT it; we are not trying to change you, because that isn’t you.

37- play with our hair- and let US play with YOURS; we will be really impressed if you let us touch you hair.

38- if we walk away from you, in our heads we are just begging for you to chase after us.

39- call her “beautiful, stunning, gourgeous,” not “a babe, hot, sexy, SMOKIN’ ” really now ?

40- call her love, and darling, and sweetheart.
this makes you seem like you want her for a long time.
instead of just saying babe or chicka or sexy.

41- talk dirty to her; she might act like she doesn’t like it, but she does. - d.k ♥ .

42- WHEN SHE SAYS STOP DOING SOMETHING, YOU BETTER STOP.

43- don’t call her fat; even as a joke, she may begin to start to really think it (DON’T CALL HER MASSIVE ETHIER -.-)

44- when you hug, don’t let her go..

45- walk her home.

46- if you leave without saying goodbye, we will give you the silent treatment for a couple of days, so watch yourself .

47- don’t you dare suggest that you make your relationship “secret”. like, WTH. if you love her, you want to share the fact that you got her with the whole entire world.. or anyone who’ll listen.

48- don’t give one armed hugs, they are horrible and they make it seem like you want nothing to do with her. even if you are holding something, put it down just to hug her.

49- when we say we hate you, we usually don’t mean it. so don’t you EVER say it back because it will most likely break our hearts & we’ll stay up wondering if you meant it or not.
+ hate is a strong word.

50- a response to twentyeight; don’t you dare say i love you, if you don’t mean it.. also, make sure the first time you say it is in person.

51- when you get nervous around her, like, when you’re about to kiss for the first time or maybe even her smile makes you nervous and you get that feeling in your stomach that bothers the hell out of you; yet you don’t want it to leave.. tell her. it’s adorable.

52- tell her she’s a hell of a lot more beautiful than megan fox.. this one’s not required, but it would make her day. ;]

53- .. let’s just say your voice best be the last thing she hears before she goes to sleep at night.

54- dedicate things to her; a song, a certain word, a show. anything, it just has to mean something.

55- we love the way you say our name, it’s just so perfect. well, to tell you the truth, we love every single thing you say, so don’t stress on how to sound perfect.. dont argue because to us, you always do.

56- swearing does not make you sound cool.
you stub your toe *fuuuuck!*
lose in a game *shiit, fuuucking dumbaass!*
.. no, just stop. it makes you seem like a very violent person, and we start to wonder what you may act like when you get really mad.

57- if we slap you, you probably deserved it.. but just know we wouldn’t try to actually HURT you.
BTW; slap us back and it’s done.

58- if some guy is bothering your girl, you better be by her side.. or beating the shiiit out of him.

59- even if you hate it, come along to a chick flick once in a while.. don’t just complain about how much you hate love movies. honestly, if you go along with her, she’ll see how much she means to you & it’ll be a sweet date.

60- ask her before you assume something; before you do something you will regret.

61- if she askes you whats wrong, ANSWER HER.

62- if you are going to talk to another girl; don’t do it on PUBLIC facebook posts.

63- if she did something that bugs you; don’t go all “k” “alright” “true” “ok” on her, tell her what she did wrong.

64- music makes a first impression.

65- ask her on a date, its cute.

66- being a dick then saying ‘oh well i thought you were mad at me’ is NOT a good excuse, if you think shes mad at you, don’t get mad at her, make the effort to make sure she forgives you, and she might not even be mad at you, but you being an dick-that can get her mad pretty easily.

67- if your going to hang out with other girls, either make sure no one she talks to sees- or tell her before one of her friends do.
by the way; she will get even.

68- make sure she knows she can trust you that even if you hang out with other girls , that shes the only one you truly care about.

69- if you are going to brake up with her, tell her why.
don’t just be like ‘kay its over’ , give her an explanation.

70- if your going to tell her a song reminds you of her; make sure it has a meaning, don’t just be like ‘oh the song replay reminds me of you because it says shorty in it and your my shorty’ like wtf ? tell her like ‘jump than fall’ reminds you of her, because you won’t leave her.

71- you see her anywhere (halls at school, mall, restarant, etc) you best go say hi to her, you are the guy you go up to her say hello kiss her, thats all she needs.

72- don’t be afraid to kiss her in public;if she’ll think your embarrassed to be with her.

73- if you want to be alone with her tell her; chances are she wants to be alone with you too.

74- if she tells you a secret and you brake up do not use that or anything to ‘blackmail’ her, biggest dick move.

75- if you haven’t seen her in a couple days, it might be a good idea to call her; tell her your okay and ask her how shes doing, etc.

76- if she goes to kiss you and you back away- i hope she pushes you down the stairs.

77- take her dog for a walk(idk i find that sweeet).

78- if she has a paper route, or sears delivary, help her with it.

79- do things without being asked.

80- if you’re going to all sweet and cute on msn then you should really take that personaltiy and bring it in person.

81- don’t just hold her when you two are alone, you better be able to do it around other people .

82- When she pushes you or hits you like a dumb-ass because she thinks shes stronger than you grab her and don’t let go.

83- when she ignores you give her your attention.

84- when she pulls away, pull her back.

85- when you see her start crying, just hold her and don’t say a word.

86- when you see her walking, sneak up and hug her waist from behind.

87- when she doesn’t answer for a long time, reassure her that everything is okay .

88- when she grabs at your hands, hold her’s and play with her fingers .

89- when she looks at you in your eyes, dont look away until she does .

90- Call her everyday and stay on the phone, even if shes not saying a sound.

92- Treat her like shes all that matters to you.

93- Give her the world.

94- when you are with her and your friends, or her and other girls, you can talk to them; but sometimes make her feel like shes the only one you see.

95- talk to her about everything, she doesnt just want to be your girlfriend, she wants to be your best friend.

96- kiss her in the pouring rain.

97- get her flowers just because.

98- write her a letter and mail it to her house telling her how you feel.

99- walk her to class.

100- kiss her softly and tell her you love her, let that be the last two things you do when you say farewell.

101- Don’t expect us to do everything you want too, we aren’t sluts.

102- We don’t want to be your whole life, just your favorite part.

103- try and plan activity before you hang out, makes it look like you actully care.

104- We like when you tickle us, but don’t take it too far because then it just hurts.

105- Girls, remind him that you do love him, it shouldnt always be their jobs, make them feel special too.

106- ~~meet her parents, its old fashion but its sweet.~~

107- girls, don’t try to act slutty or dumb to impress a guy, yea some guys like that, but some guys will just think you look - like a fail.

108- if you haven’t seen her in like a week, make the effort to clear your agenda, and spend a day or a couple hours with her.

109- be clingy but not too clingy; just clingy enough to show her you care.

110- dont answer with, ‘yea’ ‘ok’ ‘mhm’ ‘true’s she’ll think somethings bugging you.

111- If we are coming over dont leave your facebook page open to one of our friends pictures.

112- ~~Don’t call us a bitch even if ‘you don’t mean it’.~~

113- if you say your going to text me at noon, text me at noon..

114- if we were suppose to hang out Saturday DO NOT text me and say we can hangout sunday, i wanted to hangout today.

115- Dont expect me to always be ready to hangout whenever you want too, theres two people in this relationship.

116- if you want to break up with her talk to her about it first or just do it, don’t make her sit there wondering when you are going to do it.

117- if you usaully say ‘i love you so much bye, (L)(K):D’ and that changes too ‘iloveyou, bye (L)’ shes going to know somethings up.

118- call her beautiful, all the time.

119- if she tells you she likes when you do something, do it, but not all the time;

120- just tell her you love her; don’t let her forget it..

121- even if all she says is ‘k’ on a text message repond to her.

122- girls give your guy some space somtimes, hes a guy, sometimes he just needs some guy time.

123- be cligny, but don’t be a pain in the ass.

124- send her random bits of cute songs.

125- i don’t care if your a horrible singer, sing to her.

126- tell her how much you miss her on a daily basis, if you just saw her a couple hours ago tell her you miss her.

127- do not play girls, please. it hurts.

128- if you really ‘love’ someone they should be the only one on your mind, that goes for guys and girls.

129- if you want to just be friends, please say so..

130- don’t make her suffer, if you think tings aren’t working out, or you have something on your mind thats going to make you act differently, please talk to her about it.

131- if you are going to flirt with everyone even though you have a girlfriend, maybe you should just be single.

132- listening is key, if you ask her something and she answers you, then 20 mintues later you ask her the same question shes going to get pissed off.

133- if you are walking beside her, grab her hand, and hold on to it.

134- hold her and kiss her infront of your friends ;

135- if shes cold, keep her warm.

136- for girls, don’t always be paranoid.

137- look into her eyes, like your looking through her, and tell her simply, ’ i love you ‘

138- its every girls dream to be kissed in the rain,

139- if you say ‘you are my everything’ you better mean it.

140- everytime you see her go up to her and just say hi, hug her and kiss her, than leave, it will mean the world to her.

141- girls, do give him some love to, make him know you love him; don’t let him forget it.

142- if you tell her best friend that you are going to dump her, don’t expect her to not hear about it.

143- if you are going to dump her tomorrow, do not make plans with her for the day after.

145- if you don’t love her, than just let her go fast, before you just keep on letting her fall even harder, and harder and harder just to find out your not at the bottom to catch her.

146- if you love her why break up with her.

147- ‘don’t beg for love, if its real love; you shouldn’t have to’ -dornakhakpour♥ .

148-i saw this on a quote thing; but for girls, don’t ake him your everything cause when he leaves you have nothing.

149- run up to her and hug her from behind.

150- just look at her, just kinda stare into her eyes.

152- if you really love her, you wouldn’t let her go; you’d hold and and try to hold on for dear life- thats the thing, you would try.

153- don’t fuck around.

154- there is a diffrence between a fight and an arguement.

155- realize she is worth fighting for.

156- ^ fight for her, because she most likely fights like hell for you.

157- when shes sad, try to cheer her up.

158- usually when she says shes fine, shes not.

159- ‘oh she doesn’t look crushed’ dude you cannot see a broken heart, that doesn’t mean its not there.

160- you have something on your mind, talk to her.

161- theres a huge diffrence between ‘night’ and ‘GOOD night’ make the effort.

162- things might be better if you two were just freinds.

surat mintak maaf

2010-01-12T06:33:00.000-08:00

harini saya sangat bosan, bosan, bosan dan bosan.
tapi saya nak mintak maaf kat mak sebab saya ni bukan anak yang baik.
saya ta tolong mak kat uma, saya tido je kat uma.
mak, sebenarnya bukan saya tamaw tolong. tapi mak, otak saya penat la mak.
penat uat ape?
mak tatawu ke?
anak mak ni penat fikir pasal hidup die.
betul mak, sumpah tak tipu.!
saya tengah fikir macam mane nak majukan diri saya yang tak berapa nak maju ni.
saya tengah fikir macam mane saya nak masok universiti nanti..
saya nak fikir....
banyak mak..
jadi mak, saya harap mak faham situasi saya.

saya jugak nak mintak maaf kat lecturer english saya.
mdm. sabrina.
sebab result MUET saya tak berapa bagus.
saya sendiri pon tak percaya yang saya boleh sebegitu bengong english.
kalaw dalam kelas tu,fuh!
saya lah yang banyak pok pek.
dan slalu kantoi tidur, tapi saya betol2 sorry ouh teacher.
i think i've dissapoint u.
im ashamed of myself.

saya jugak nak mintak maaf kat lecturer chemistry n math saya.
sebab haritu pre-UPS saya fail 2-2 subject ni.
saya mintak maaf.
saya tawu saya slalu tido dalam kuliah.
tak buat tutor.
bercakap dalam kelas.
tapi masa ups haritu saya da buat yang tebaek!
bak kate orang, saya da bagi yang paling baekk la.
baek punyaaa!
tapi kan, mase fail pre UPS hari tu kan saya da kena denda ngan chegu2?
kene uat correction
n
kene pegi depan cakap formula math kat kuliah kan??(siap ade observer 2org lagi tuh)
ye.
saya dah tobat tamaw fail apape dah.
saya janji nak blaja betol2.
tapi saya tak janji la saya tak tido lagi dalam kelas n kuliah.

chegu-chegu harus faham, saya ni sukkaaaaaaaa sangat tido.
tido tu dah macam vitamin bagi saya.
ia membekalkan saya tenaga untok hidop.
hehe.
jadi, fahami lah saya.
hiihhihih

lepastu, lecturer bio saya.
kalaw nak saya jujur..
saya mmg tak suka kat chegu.
cara chegu aja saya kat kuliah mmg saya tak faham langsung.!
saya bersyukur sbb chegu tak ajar tutor saya.
sbb saya dgr chegu garang.
kalaw chegu ajar saya, komfem saya menanges tiap2 hari sbb kena ngan chegu.
apetah lagi chegu da mark saya dalam kuliah.
kan?
tapi kan chegu, eventhou saya mmg tasuka chegu.
saya tetap nak dtg kuliah chegu.
kenapa?
sbb saya ni kan pelajar contoh..~
nak kekalkan record tak penah tak datang klas.
hahahhaa
tapi mmg kalaw saya jumpa chegu saya mmg rase mcm nak baling je duit syiling kat kereta chegu.
tapi apekan daya..
saya pelajar baik.
saya hormat chegu.
hehehe

n chegu tutor bio, saya mintak maaf.
sebab selama chegu mengajar klas kami..
saya tak penah dtg awal.
saya slalu sangat lebih lewat daripada chegu.
chegu pon da kenal da saya kan?
tapi nak uat mcm mana?
chegu mara lah sape yang susun jadual waktu tu.
sape suroh diorang letak bio tutor pkol 2
diorang tak tau ke masa gap pkol 1 tu masa tido saya?
sian chegu, tepaksa jadi mangsa keadaan.
chegu, sorry eh?

lepas tu, sir Asrul.
saya tawu chegu pon keciwa ngn saya sbb dulu sayalah paling pandai chemistry kat dlm kelas tuh.
tapi skrg rasenye mcm sayalah paling bengong chemistry kat practikum tahun ni.
saya minx maaf.
tapi kan sir, jangan risau!
saya sukaaa sangat organic chemistry.
saya buat taw tutor organic chemistry!
saya janji score organic chemistry!
kalaw tak pecaya, chegu tanya chegu zakiah kalaw ade quiz lagi.
hehehhehee

n emir,
sorrylah saya ni bukan bestie yang baek sbb saya pon ada berahsia ngn awak.
ape bole uat, saya ni suka diam2 je.
tasuka kalaw orang tawu lebih.
hehehehhe
sorry beb!

haaa, lagi satu.
mintak maaf alvin.
kenapa?
sebab.. um, nanti saya cerita eh?
saya harap awak sihat dan ceria kat sana.
awak jangan lupa janji awak kalaw saya dapat 3.5 n above.
saya tuntut taw!
lepastu, awak ingat taw.. yang saya selalu je .. takde pape lah.
saya lupe saya tengah tulis blog.
nanti orang laen baca, mereka jeles pulak dgn awak.
hehehe
and alvin,
terimakasih.

disebabkan banyak perkara, saya dah jadi faymes dalam kalangan lecturer yang mengajar saya.
eh, ntah2 mmg saya dilahirkan untok faymes kot???
hahhaha
gila!
hehehhe. sori lah. tah ape kena tah dgn saya harini tetibe nak tulis mcm ni.
diharap pembaca bersabar dengan coretan saya.
*merepek lagi~
sorii saya mmg insane.crazy. gila.
dah ramai dah orang mengadu ckp saya gila.
tapi saya tak kesah.
janji saya happy.
saya tak kacaw org sudah.
tapi saya kacaw gak orang en?
tapi mereka paham kot.
saya gila.
hhaha.
dah la tu.
makin banyak tulis, makin banyak merepek nanti.
sape yg baca pon nanti pening.
bye-bye!

oh guitar~

2010-01-12T03:44:00.000-08:00

tadi kan.. i went to my mum's bestfren house.
then, there's a guitar kapok there.
i played it and gosh i like it!
then i play and play till its 730pm.
hahahha. sangat best.
eventhou ta reti maen, just simply petik guitar tu, i had fun playing it.

n then after giving a thought about it.
i know what i want.
and what i need.
i wanna buy a guitar like that n learn how to play.
i badly wants that guitar~
i wonder how much the guitar costs.
hehhee. na simpan duet beli guitarr!!!

torn

2010-01-10T15:15:00.000-08:00

ive been gone wrong and been trampled on.
and now im lost and thrown away.
gosh
i rilly am the suckiest me.
im sorry to dissapoint my mum dad n
im sorry ika. i dissapoint myself too.

2010-01-10T05:32:00.000-08:00

dear beluved samsung mp3 player.

why is it u got broken now??
u know that i cant live without u rite?
because u let me hear music which i like.
how la cud i tahan these days without u.
i cant even study without u accompany me.

dear mp3 player..
please dont do this to me.
dont die..
u mean a lot to me..

i tried askin u to be hospitalized.
but they say there's nothing they can do to make u healthy again.
why wud u leave me mp3 player???
uwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.....

scribble

2010-01-08T04:07:00.000-08:00

you know what?
on my midsem final last week, i sux.
the results werent announce yet but i know i sux.
thats because of my bad habit , last minute study.
lately, ive been thinking too much about other stuffs than studying..
i dunno why but ive never felt this way before.
like before, if im studying, im always focused and discipline with my schedule.
but ever since.. i dunno.
when im studying, i cant seem to concentrate.
my mind always lingers elsewhere.
which, results in lack of sleep and cause my body weak.

they said it was you.
you that changed me.
but i dont think that way.
for me, ur like my support.
without u, i cant seem to do anything.
like a painter, without a brush.

i dunno why but my hearts feels empty.
dont feel like eating or sleeping..
or even do anything.
why eh my heart felt this way?
is it possible it is because of you?
or its something else?

gosh. i rilly hate to say this.. but i missed you.
please.. dont make my heart feels this way.
feels like ure too far away for me to reach.
like..
nevermind.
u didnt have time to even read this post anyway..
ur too busy now.
anyway if ure reading this, i hope u take care.

today

2009-12-26T00:40:00.000-08:00

went shopping with rina n bought new handbag n shoe!!!!!

yay! thanks rina^^

owl city

2009-12-25T17:20:00.000-08:00

saya suka kamu~
hehehhe.

so a day has passed away and im still here in front of this square box. im freakin bored coz got no one to hangout with, bored bored bored. actually, i bring along my maths notes with me but it is still untouched by me, hahhahaha! at hume, have noooo mood to study. tapi kan.. isnin ade pre UPS! im a deaddd meat~!!!

gosh, i forgot! i wanna write in bm. hmm.. can i just write mixed language? its my blog anyway kan?.

today, ive visited my wonderland. n then ive a beautiful dream~ hehehhe. but suddenly, keisha sings. ugh. unknown number appeard on my phone.. orang tengah sedap2 mimpi, ade pulak orang kacau. kalaw call betol2 takpe jugak! ni miscall. cehhh. nak tak nak kene gak la bangun..
went to teman my sis hantar my other sis to the lrt station n then came back n went straight upstairs to brush my teeth n my face. then i came downstair n hoping my mum's teh tarik is served. but uwaaaaa!!!! takde teh tarikkkkk!!!!! damn. ive always like my mum's teh tarik. its the best teh tarik in the world! if mum's have a cafe, i wud b the #1 fan of it!! hehehehhe. there on the table is just nescafe susu. so i have a sip of it and went upstairs again. then after 10 mins i went to ask my brother to buy me a nasi lemak n guess what?? i saw my mum's teh tarik!!!! hehehhehhehehe. i love you mum!!!! so i had my teh tarik n my brother said the nasi lemak is already closed coz what do u expect??? it 10am! ~

GEMOX

2009-12-24T20:50:00.000-08:00

ade orang cakap saya g.e.m.o.k!

semalam saya pergi keluar gantung(hang out...?) dengan seorang kawan saya. kami pergi ke bank untuk keluarkan duet(sbb kami takde duit nak keluar bergantung=.=") . kawan saya tunggu dalam kereta tapi saya ta kesah, saya pegi sorang2. tapi kan, masok2 je dalam kereta, kawan saya itu cucok badan saya..

"u da gemokkkk en skrg!!!!!"

arggghhh.. saya ta gemok la awak! saya comel! kan? kan? kan?

tapi takpe, awak na cakap saya gemok ke kurus ke ape ke, awak kena mengaku disebabkan kegemokan saya lah orang kata saya ni huggable... hahahahhaha!

ha tapi kan semalam sangat best! plan kitorang na pegi tgk wayang kat OU tapi kan, kawan saya kata OU jam. so tamaw laaaaa.. nanti kena beli roti, lepas tu kena bawak spreader... saya kan malas na beli roti..
awak kena paham.. last2 kami pegi KLCC je. kami pegi TGV na beli tiket.. tapi que panjang.. kawan saya tu, dia keja masa( ta sangka masa pon reti lari~) so, kami pon ta jadi la na tgk wayang.. .tapi saya sedih.. dari haritu lagi saya na tengok wayang... tapi takpe la, banyak hari lagi kan awak? kami bosan, tatawu nak uat ape. so kami pon jalan2 dalam suria tuh.. kami keluar masok kedai. test2 itu ini(padahal tak beli pon). tanya2 promoter macam2. buat kerja gila bersama..

tapi last2, kami ada gak beli barang. kawan saya beli topi tapi saya... beli.... barang!( tamaw cakap kat sini sebab barang tu hadiah untok orang, nanti kalaw orang tu bace post ni nanti dia tau! xsuprise la macam tu kan??) hehe.

kami penat jalan-jalan. perot saya pon da macam pasang lagu rock da meminta2 untuk diisi. saya ternampak makcik anne punya kedai. kawan saya pon suka makcik anne punya masakan. so kami pon beli la makanan kat situ... kami beli pretzel jea.. dengan lemonade.. di sebabkan kami ni hidup dgn harmoni, kami beli 1 cawan je air tuh lepas tuh kami share. hahhaha. disebabkan kawan saya tuh tengah mengejar masa kami pon order bungkus n makan dalam kereta jee.. saya geram dengan kawan saya, sebab dia ta abes2 panggil saya gemok, so saya pon conteng muka dia dengan coklat makcik anne kasi. (padan muke!!!! XP)

kami keluar dari parking, kawan saya, dia kata

"jam punye lahh!"

saya kata

"tak!"

tapi saya salah... saya terlupa yang masa tuh, peak time.. masa orang bale kerja.. so kami tersekat kat dalam kesesakan lalu lintas. kawan saya tiba-tiba bukak tingkap dan off aircond.. tekejot ouh!

dia kata

"minyak ta cukop ar u, i tamaw siti berenti tengah2 jalan"
dengan muka yang sempoi.tu lah! saya dah suruh dah dia isi minyak! dia tamaw dengar!~ =.="

tapi, saya takesah. janji saya selamat. kan? kan?

mase tengah2 kawan saya tuh drive dia mengantok.. saya offer tukar driver.. tapi dia xbagi..! alasan dia..

"u tade lesen..!"

eleh,alasan! saya reti bawak kereta lah awak! last2 kan, saya bagi kawan saya tuh vic.
dia tarok kat idong je. hahhahaha.

kawan saya hantar saya dekat rumah saya. ye lah! rumah saya! takkan nak hantar kat zoo negara pulak??? (ish...) lepas tuh dia pon pegi balek.

tapi kan, saya kesian dekat kawan saya tuh,dia kena menempuh jam.. saya baru sedar harini yang saya lupa nak bagi roti dekat dia... sorry eh awak??

keseluruhan nya, saya amat suka hari semalam sebab saya dapat jumpa kawan saya tuh. sebab suuuusssssssaaaahhhhhh sangat nak jumpa dia. banyak perkara yang saya cut kat sini tamaw mention sebab hakikatnya... saya malas nak taip panjang-panjang. cik jari da merungut.. jadi, sampai sini je la yang saya mampu ceritakan.

thanks awak! i had fun kacaw u!~ >.<

251209

2009-12-24T18:33:00.000-08:00

today.
im sad.

wake up in the morning n sumone broke my heart.

"maybe im just weak, but it hurts me.."

tears, please don't fall down..

Dear Santa

2009-12-24T06:29:00.000-08:00

if u can hear me.
ive got a lot of wishes for this xmas.
im sure u know what im talking about ayte?
so please~
make my wishes a reality~

Xmas

2009-12-24T06:25:00.000-08:00

just wanna wish u a
Merry Xmas n a Happy New Year!

^^

2009-12-18T19:14:00.000-08:00

CAUTION!
dangerously crazy ppl.
avoid if seen~

.....

2009-12-05T19:52:00.000-08:00

sunday. a great day to sleep. but had lotsa pending works to do la.

si mamat betuah ni pulak xtext.. had no mood to study~

haiyoooooo...

na balek na balek na balek na balek na balek na balekna balek na balek na balek na balek na balek na balek na balek na balek na balekna balek na balek na balekna balek na balek na balek na balek na balek na balekna balek na balek na balekna balek na balek na balek na balek na balek na balekna balek na balek na balekna balek na balek na balek na balek na balek na balekna balek na balek na balekna balek na balek na balek na balek na balek na balekna balek na balek na balekna balek na balek na balek na balek na balek na balekna balek na balek na balekna balek na balek na balek na balek na balek na balekna balek na balek na balekna balek na balek na balek na balek na balek na balekna balek na balek na balekna balek na balek na balek na balek na balek na balekna balek na balek na balekna balek na balek na balek na balek na balek na balekna balek na balek na balekna balek na balek na balek na balek na balek na balekna balek na balek na balekna balek na balek na balek na balek na balek na balekna balek na balek na balekna balek na balek na balek na balek na balek na balekna balek na balek na balekna balek na balek na balek na balek na balek na balekna balek na balek na balekna balek na balek na balek na balek na balek na balekna balek na balek na balekna balek na balek na balek na balek na balek na balekna balek na balek na balekna balek na balek na balek na balek na balek na balekna balek na balek na balek na balek na balek na balek na balek na balek na balekna balek na balek na balekna balek na balek na balek na balek na balek na balek na balek na balek na balek na balek na balekna balek na balek na balekna balek na balek na balek na balek na balek na balekna balek na balek na balek

understanding flowers^^

2009-11-28T18:20:00.001-08:00

In general giving flowers to someone is a way to say that you love, respect or care about them, but there are deeper meanings that can be found in both the type of flowers you give and the color of the flowers as well. Understanding the symbolic meaning of flowers can help make your gift of flowers more meaningful and may help you to unlock the clues of the feelings of someone who sends flowers to you.

Some meanings are obvious and quite well known. For instance, nearly everyone knows that roses symbolize love and red roses symbolize passion. You may want to watch out for the person who gives red roses on the first date as their motives may not be pure! However, giving red roses later in a relationship may symbolize the depth of feelings that have evolved during your courtship and red roses given on a wedding anniversary will let a spouse know that the fire is still there in their relationship. Roses of other colors may send a different message: yellow is for friendship, white is for purity (and may also symbolize eternity which is why they are perfect for weddings or funerals), pink for love and happiness (perfect in the early stages of a relationship or for a first date).

Other flowers carry symbolic meaning as well. The calla lily is the symbol of exquisite beauty and is an exotic way to send a compliment to someone whose beauty you admire. The yellow tulip is the symbol of an unrequited love and would be appropriate to send to someone that you have feeling for, but don't feel that they love you in return. Who knows, they might really love you and realize by your gift that they need to let you know?

No matter what flowers you choose, the deepest symbolic meaning of flowers is that you care. In fact, in modern times many people completely ignore the traditional symbolic meaning of flowers and simply choose flowers that they find beautiful and put them into unique arrangements. No matter how in love and passionate you feel about someone, giving them red roses when they don't care for red roses isn't going to have the desired effect. On the first date, or early in the relationship you may just have to take your chances by choosing traditionally accepted offerings like pink roses, but as time goes by you should make it a point to learn which flowers your partner, secretary, mother or other important person in your life really likes.

hello goodbye

2009-11-28T18:04:00.000-08:00

hi, its me again~
going back to matrix today
gonna miss u blogger~
tata=)

bobo had found a lover~

2009-11-28T17:32:00.000-08:00

arent they like the sweetest couple????

^^

2009-11-28T16:17:00.000-08:00

myfriends gavemeavinccihandbagformybirthday.. awww... i lovee it^^
thanks appa,jajanramelforthenicehangoutday^^
n thanks ahmad&faiq too,for contributing ur money on my bday present
loveyou guys!

a piece of my mind

2009-11-27T18:50:00.000-08:00

to be frank, i havent started researching about our thesis yet. its not like i dont want to, its just that if im here,at home.. i dont have the will to study. im like the lazy queen here~ hehehhe. i feel guilty to my groupies. but still in guilt, i wud always have fun kan?
like yesterday. it was nice~ my friends came by n bring me everywhere. last stop for last nite is bangsar,starbuckking there until the cafe closes~ had so much fun doing crazieee stuffs with them. gosh i missed them already laa~ hehhehhehe. especially jaja which my mum like a lot n not to forget appa who always talks to her while waitg for me getting ready~ hehhehe.
it was a fun day but so suddenly i felt helpless when it cumes to getting back hume n studying. id lie if i say i lovvee studying kan? but when i think of it, my lecturer's face is just like pop up in my mind. hahahha. funny kan? i didnt even love all that chemistry bio n maths but i have a hope to fullfil kan? i felt burdened studying, i cant live my passion i cant live my dreams n so i didnt even score in exam, ill sleep all my way through the lecture hall n i neglet my homeworks n assignments which is not me. im not like this before. ive changed in a bad way. but last year i have this lecturer that always support me in my studies. he made me feel like im craving to know whats this n whats that n even i cant sleep if i dunno the formulas.. kan sir? but this year, its not even close to what ive experience last year. im always down with my studies. n sumtimes when i see my fav lecturer, when i told him this n that, he was like support me n he believed in me. n i thank him for that. he congratulate me even if my pointer sux.unlike my parents, they said they'll support me till the end but they lie. even so,they still compare me with others. c'mon la, no one likes to be compared rite? how wud u feel if ur parents compare u with someone more better than u? for me, it cuts the hell out of me. its like they cant accept the fact that im like this. the fact that i cant exceed my limits. gosh,why am i writing all this crap here? its not that it wud matter anyway~ hahaha. sorry for stealing ur time reading this thing~ alamak! why eh so suddenly my feeling is so freakinly fragile??always emo here n there~ have to do sumtg with it kan?? opss, im starting to merepek once again better stop here.

but thanks for reading btw.

understanding guys, for dummies,credits to shfq emir

2009-11-26T22:16:00.000-08:00

okay. thx emir 4 the rescue.

im not a psychologist,but here are some matters to be noted by the girls out there based on my personal experiences n those of my friends n mates:

girls want to be treasured, guys want to be respected n understood.
as how much we put our effort on understanding girls, we expect an equal treatment.

we don't need u to laugh at our bad jokes, but making a boring face is totally rude for we went to great lengths to make u feel appreciated that we even pretended to care of those heels and handbags being displayed in established stores.

we even spent hours keeping ur dunno-when-will-finish-shopping companied.so be fair.

we are not wishing for sweet talks, it's just ur actions n reactions that counts.

Not matter how boring our friends are, don't bother letting us now, we never complained about yours.

we may not be as handsome as brad pitt but our own gf praising some other guys' gorgeousness pisses us off a lot.

our phone is ours, yours is yours.

checking on it ONCE IN A WHILE is caring, but checking on it every now and then is controlling!

we need some space.

when we said you're the one and only, it means there is no another you.so believe it.

don't try to take control.

when we said we love you,we do.

so dont bother asking for proofs, we cant think of one.as if u can.

u dont have fingerprints for feelings, so believe it.

if we're giving excuses from seeing/calling u, it means we care for your feelings.

its just that we have some urgent n crucial matters to be settled.

Don't expect us to know every need of yours.we'll try our best but we don't know every single thing.

please share n let us know should we happened to ignore any need of yours of failed to understand.

sharing is caring after all.

If we feel asleep while texting u, please don't get mad.

we've put a lot of effort to stay awake.

we're humans.we need to sleep too.

if we praise u, don't bother denying. we won't waste our time lying.

should u ask for why do we love u, we cant actually answer that.

we dont need reasons to love.

should u think that we're having someone else behind your back, JUST ASK.

a deny means it's just u n we love u.

or else we wont bother giving excuses.

dear 19 here i cum!

2009-11-21T03:38:00.000-08:00

i dun wanna grow old~ i wanna stay 18~

to say the truth or to fake a lie?

2009-11-21T03:27:00.000-08:00

my answer is....

both!

a stranger in a strange place

2009-11-19T22:59:00.000-08:00

im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored

please rush here quickly.
save me from this boredom~

=.="

2009-11-19T22:47:00.000-08:00

if u have to choose between a guy n study, which would u choose?

for me, my studies win over a guy. i wud never ever choose a guy over my future. but obviously im wrong. i've just realised that i dont even know myself fully..^^hhehe.

actually today i have a group discussion abt a thesis we have to submit this monday n i have selection for the badminton competiton.. n for tomorrow i have another group discussion abt another thesis. but im nowhere near that discussion. im here sumwhere that ive decided to go. hahaha
all becoz of a guy.

he's nice.
he's cute
he's adorable.
he's funny.
and the list go on every time i think about him.
but the thing is... ive always thought that i wud nvr left my friends on this very important moment just to meet sumone.
isnt that selfish?
im selfish.
im bad.
im sorry guys coz didnt even participate in the discussion~
very very very very very sorry.

why la i choose him over my studies..?

at college

2009-11-11T05:35:00.000-08:00

its only the second day of class but there's a lot of homework and assignment assign to us.. ugh. tired la. i dont even have time to check my phone n text ppl... so sad.
then i was forbidden to go back home this weekend by my lecturer coz we hav a thing going on for us.
tadi pon mento menti ta pegi sbb amek blazer n g attend that so call taklimat yg bosan tuh.
tamaw pegi situ~ na balek uma~

jaja .. appa..
sry that i cudnt join u guys watching muviee this saturday..
its my idea at first but its me that cudnt go... sorry.~

i miss u guys..

well, its studying time for me. so gotta go.
i mite be away for a while coz busy studying.
emir, dnt miss me taw!
^^

911

2009-10-31T08:02:00.000-07:00

guys are hard to understand.
whats junked in their mind actually??
if only some one cud tell me more about them~

babysitter day 3

2009-10-31T07:48:00.000-07:00

saturday pon kene jadi babysitter kea??? argghhhh..

well... today was...

too tired to tell... sry~

Men Need To Understand These Things About Women

2009-10-30T08:17:00.000-07:00

1. Don't ever lie to us; we always find out. (CARDINAL RULE)

2. Don't say you understand when you don't.

3. Girls are petty; get over it. We like to start fights.

4. You don't have PMS, so don't act like you know what it's like. Don't try to understand...believe me you never will.

5. Saying something sweet might get you off the hook; doing something sweet will always get you off the hook.

6. We don't like it when you act like Mr. Big.

7. A system in your car only impresses your homeboys.

8. It's good to be sensitive sometimes.

9. If you did something wrong or even if you didn't, apologize.

10. Be spontaneous; dinner and a movie won't always cut it, but it is extremely sweet.

11. We are self-conscious by nature; we can't help it.

12. We are Drama queens; never forget that.

13. Fashion police do exist.

14. We absolutely DO NOT care about monster trucks, car systems, paintball, or anything else you and your friends talk about.

15. Hugs and kisses must be given at all times.

16. We don't shave our legs everyday: get over it.

17. Don't make bets about us; we always find out; you may think we don't know, but WE DO!

18. Shave! No matter how cool you think your goatee or beard or mustache looks, we hate it. We like clean-cut men.

19. Even if you think it is cool to burp, fart, or emit other strange gases from your body, it is not.

20. Don't compare us to Pamela Anderson; parts of her are fake, just remember that. (Remember: you have a better shot at us than you ever will have with her.)

21. It is not cool to shoot snot rockets.

22. We are beautiful at all times.

23. We will always think we are fat, so humor us and tell us we aren't.

24. You can shoot hoops, score a goal, knock down big fat guys, and hit a little baseball with a stick, so why can't you aim in the toilet and not on it.

25. Most importantly: we are always right in one way or another so don't forget that!

26. Understand how to keep women happy with you...

babysitter day 2

2009-10-30T06:41:00.000-07:00

today is friday n as yesterday.. i woke up n saw coco beside me saying.."papa work.. mama work. amiiiii~" hehehehe. turn out to be im the last person to wak up late today. i made my way to the lliving room n noticed that it was just us in the house. so i wash up n cook breakfast for coco n breakfast with him.. today.. he behaved. such a gooooooooooooood boy he is today~
we had fun playing n washing the kitchen~also we had so much fun singing along with the tv.. hahahhaha. time passes by so fast today n at 2 his mama come back from her work.. we had lunch n eat some cake together. then watch tv.. n then sleep n then watch tv again n then.. at 9 i wen bed..

come to think of it.. today was a little bit... boring yet fun.. not much to share here.. hummm.. but lets focus on tomorrow la..^^

babysitter day 1

2009-10-29T08:56:00.000-07:00

29oct09.

hey im at malacca now.
did i tell u why do i come here?
well.. i came here to rescue my beluved sister. she's pregnant n on due next month.. so i gotta help her out taking care of her chores n the adorable jerricho~

last night was amazing n ive slept well.. untill its 7am in the morning.. i was sound asleep in the room when suddenly i feel someone beside me.. touching my face n calling my name.. "gosh.. u gotta be kidding me!" before i knew it, jerricho had climbed the bed n ask me to play with him..
ugh. drawn by force i wake up n go to wash up my face n brush my teeth...
i went to the kitchen to prepare some breakfast while entertaining coco.. after the breakfast is served, coco n i ate together. it wasnt much, just some fries i found in the fridge. =.="
then we turn on the laptop n i ym my cuzin while playing with coco.. fuhh..~ this kid is extremely active!~

then around 10am his father wokes up n lazying around at the sofa in the living room.. "hadoi mamat ni~bangun lambat! x keje ke??"thats what i thought that time.. hehehhee.
while playing with coco.. i heard the father busying himself at the kitchen,doing what.. i dont know.. then suddenly he called us and ask us to join him breakfast..." ive already ate!!!" thats what i wanna tell him but the words cant seem to go out of my lips. end up we joined him for breakfast for the second time.. its lucky that eating is my hobby or else i wud be throwing up because of overeating.. hehehehe.

then after breakfast, i had to clean up the house n wash the dishes.. the father said that he wanted to go to shop for his things.. so i was like go ahead, i dont mind... but wudnt u want to shower first...?? but he didnt, instead of going to the shower, he head straight to his car n there he went.. just like that.. funny eh?

then coco n i were left alone in the house. it was really boring since coco is 2++years old n im a teen.. i dont know what to do with him. its not that i dislike kids.. dont misunderstood.. i loveee kids..! but i just dunno about this parenting stuff (since im not even closer to having kids).. so i jus turn on the tv and play along with him.. whoa..! a very extravagantly active boy la this kid. i barely can rest. whn i gave him crayon to draw on the drawing block, he drew all around the floor n the walls.. its really a hard thing to remove the stain~ ugh,feels like a cinderella~ but dont have stepmother la~..^^

then.. at around 12, the father come back n lay down for a while and went to shower.. then, he went to work~ i started to cook the rice.. n prepared some lunch for us.. then play with coco again.. the house was so noisy eventhough only the boh of us living in the house that moment. we had fun playing n we end up sleeping with the tv on n coco's body shaking bcoz of the ac.
so i slowd it down and put a blanket on him.. then, i went back to my sleep

i was awake at 4pm when my sister had finally arrived home.. we had our lunch n my sister askd me to join her to go to the city.. i cant say no to sightseeing ayte? so i prepare myself n we head to town at 530pm. unlucky for us it was raining heavily outside.. so, we have to cancel our plans.. instead of going home, my sister asked if we cud go tesco to buy the groceries. i said yes. so tesco it is.

it was really tiring that i have to take care of coco in the supermarket. he went insanely noisy when he didnt get what he wants. omg i lost my patience that time.. u see.. coco have a loud voice for a kid.. n when he goes AAAAAAAAAAA...... n started to cry, every single eyes that passes me look at our way like im he badguy here. ugh,hate the feeling... so i end up taking things that arents needed that h demanded. cehhh.. quite a nice girl eh me??

the at 9pm we head out of the tesco n my sister bought me a dress. its nice.. but dunno if i wud even have a chance to wear it... in the car.. as always la. i had to enterain coco.. heheheh. we stopped by the petrol station to buy som water n head back home..

after changing my outfit, i had my kfc bought earlier... my sister bought cakes from secret recipe.. but im too tired to eat n swallow it.. then, i went straight to my room..

i had an extremely tiring day today.. i wonder.. what would happen tomorrow??? please dont let me suffer~ hope that tomorrow loads of fun things waiting for me to be play. hohohohoo.
its already almost 1am in the morning... i guess my day ends here eyh??

well.. gudnite everyone.may all of us have a sweet dreams..

dear a****

2009-10-28T08:34:00.000-07:00

28th Sept 09
thank you for the rilly nice dinner at Seoul Garden tadi..
n thanks 4 giving me a ride back...

i****u

truly madly deeply,
ikaMelly

2009-10-27T18:24:00.001-07:00

i found this piece on my inbox in myspace..
so i thought.. this cud be interesting...
kan?

Sebenarnya, antara lelaki dan perempuan terdapat perbezaan dari segi pemahaman komunikasi. Ramai yang kurang menyedari hal ini terutamanya kaum lelaki.Lelaki perlulah memahami dan menyelami apakah maksud di sebalik kata-kata seorang perempuan. Sebagai contohnya:

1. Kalau perempuan tanya: Lawa ke budak pompuan tu?
Makna tersembunyi: Siapa yang paling lawa? I ke, budak pompuan tu?
2. Kalau perempuan tanya: You dah makan ke belum?
Makna tersembunyi: Jom pi makan. Lapar ni!
3. Kalau perempuan kata: Lawa-lawa la baju kat sini, yek.
Makna tersembunyi: Belikanlah untuk I.
4. Kalau perempuan kata: Rasa macam nak pening la.
Makna tersembunyi: Tolong picit kepala.
5. Kalau perempuan kata: Letihnya hari ni. Mana nak masak, basuh kain-baju lagi...
Makna tersembunyi: Kita makan kat luar jelah. Lepas tu, tolong basuh kain-baju sekali, yek.
6. Kalau perempuan kata: Kita lebih sesuai berkawan saja.
Makna tersembunyi: I tak nak kat you. Tak paham-paham ke?
7. Kalau perempuan kata: I suka berkawan dengan you. You baik, memahami bla bla bla...
Makna tersembunyi: Hish... I rasa macam minat sesangat kat you la. Rasa macam nak jadi awek you je.
8. Kalau perempuan tanya: You pernah tak teringatkan awek you yang dulu?
Makna tersembunyi: Kalau nak gaduh, kalau berani sangat, sebut la nama dia depan aku.
9. Kalau perempuan kata: I sanggup berkorban demi kebahagiaan you.
Makna tersembunyi: Amboi! Aku kena berkorban. Habih, hangpa dua ekoq gak yang seronok.
10.kalau perempuan kata:u,i benci u sangat-sangat.
Makna tersembunyi:u,I sayang u sangat-sangat.
11.Kalau perempuan kata: I tak kisah kalau memang betul you nak kahwin lagi satu. Asalkan you berterus-terang dengan I, bersikap jujur dan berlaku adil.
Makna tersembunyi: Sapa kata aku tak kisah? Adil ke tak adil, aku tak kira! Langkah mayat aku dulu sebelum nak menikah lagi satu.

Ini cuma contoh saja. Tapi, memang ia selalu berlaku. Kalau tak percaya, cuba tanya isteri atau awek masing-masing, betul tak cakap di mulut tak sama dengan niat di hati.
Bukannya kaum perempuan ni tak jujur dalam meluahkan isi hati mereka tapi.
Wanita ni pemalu

but then again.. i think what it said isnt completely true.
because.. i think some women are straightforward^^
the one who wrote it must be a man.
well tell u what..
women are a very complex homosapiens that only our species understand.
sometimes women tends to say something that she didnt meant.
c'mon la. men are the same kan??
^^

im fine

2009-10-26T23:04:00.000-07:00

as i surf the net.
i saw that every single person that i know had move forward.
forgetting the past.
but as for me..
i cant forget my past n i cudnt just let go of my past easily..
i cudnt move myself forward.
i cudnt aim higher.
maybe they can just pretend that they r blind but i just cant get it out of my head.
i hate u for doing things that u do to me.
i hate u for making me suffered all this while
didnt u noticed??
i truly truly hate u.
because.. because of u.. i feel stupid. i even hated myself back there.
i wud never care for a friend that wud ditch me after all these years.
i wont even forgive u for it.
goodbye friend.

whoa!

2009-10-23T07:17:00.000-07:00

ive just came back from the general hospital~
but u know what??
i went there riding a scooter!
hahha!
very EXTREMELY scaryy!!
but fun^^

since the car hav a burnt bulb, we have to go there via scooter.
whoa!
wearing the helmet makes me feel like my head is gonna be blown away by the wind~
n very very very very cold..
luckily my bro insist me on wearing his jacket or else i think i wud die freezing..=.="

but we arrived home safely at last.
it had been so long that i havent ride on a scooter/motorbike..
but it's okay i guess..
at least i had fun feeling the night wind^^
but please... i wont ride them again..
its scary~

dear emir

2009-10-22T18:55:00.000-07:00

once upon a time.. there live a beautiful lady named melly..

and a good-for-nothing bestfriend named emir~...

hahaha

crap! lost my story line

btw, im not writing a fairy tale now..

it's just that im making a farewell speech.

hahhaah!

emir is going to further he's studies at uia..he's going to study engine.

so..wont be seeing him much after this..

sadly u have to go kan?

kinda.. frustrated la.coz i wont be having a friend to play with in the lecture hall.

to throw papers.hehe.
anyway.. goodluck on whatever ur doing dude!go rock on UIA!

just hopefully u wont regret the path that u've chosen.

n remember that i'm here to support u till the very end taw^^

anythg u know where to find me ayte?hehehe

turon kl roger ar dude!

today. im sad

2009-10-22T01:36:00.000-07:00

i thought when im here at home i cud ease my mind a little
but no, it just cant make me any better, it make me worst.
yet im making more n more mistakes as time flew.
ugh. suddenly i regret coming back home..
ive shudve just go sumwhere else.. ayte?

things i hate

2009-10-21T13:19:00.001-07:00

i hate it when im falling in love..

why?

i cant keep myself from thinking about the person i love

what i do. i always think of u.

kinda big problem eyh?

coz i cant live a day without thinking of u.

u
do u know that i missed u badly.

truly,madly,deeply
ikaMelly