Wednesday, April 28, 2010

Tuesday, April 27, 2010

aahhhhhhh

whats the big hype about formspring.me??
seems like everyone have one. so, i decided to make one. hihihiihhi
http://www.formspring.me/ikaMelly

Saturday, April 24, 2010

hari bersejarahhh!~

semalam. saya mengalami satu pengalaman baruuu (macam skema je ayat~).. 
macam-macam jadi semalam.. mula2 tu petang tu ada test munsyi dekat w.mlawati.. ramai gilaaaaa budak perempuan pakai baju kurungg~ rase mcm kat matriks la pulak=.=" padahal da klua matrix daa~  haiyooo.. saya pakai slack jeee.. ngn shirtt. simple je.. ingatkan na pakai tie. bagi hensem sket. tapi ta jumpe tiee.. hahahahaa. anyway,datang2 je jumpa kaka n ayaa~ tunggu haz tapi haz mcm malu2 je nak masok.. so ktrg pon masok la duluuu~ dapat tempat blakaanggg skaliii. gile panas rasenye hari tu.. tengok2 kipas tak bukak! patut pon panas!~ lepas tuh saya pon mengipas2 lah diri saya dgn slip pendaftaran tuuu.. ter accident mata dgn sorg pengawas ni... buatla puppy eye.. mintak simpatii~ dia pon tersengih then onkann kipass.. fuhhh!!~~ legaaaaaaa~ lepas tuh, slama sejam buatla test tu.. takde la susah mane pon.. macam amek survey kat facebook je... 

lepas test tuh adala sesi fotografi dgn kaka n hazz.. maklumlaaaa rindduuuuuu.... lepas tu ingat nak kua ngn si alan ni.... sbb dia nakkkk sgt jumpaaaa~ nanti ta jumpa nanti,ckp macam2. ishh.. lepas tu call diaa.. dia tamaw kua pulak. ceh! balekk je la umaaa~ balek uma borak dgn arif, ajak g cendol... then cendol tutopp~ kitorang pon makan bubur ayam kat mlawati tu haa... 

dah 7++pm mcm tu balek umaa.. afiq msg.. ajak kua lagii.. =.=" penat la.. but anyway, ikot jugak dia keluarr~
bestbesbestbestbest sangaaatttt keluar dgn merekaa~ and dia nampaknya macam dah berubah sikit laa. hihiihihiihihihihihhihihihihihihi. tapi smlm sliper putus, kene tulah kott.. tu laaa! buat lagi mende2 jahat! padan muka ika! pastu bgtaw kat afiq sorang je sebab maluuu sangattt~ kereta parking jaoohhh... adoi seliperrrr, mase ni jugak la kaw uat halllllllll~ tebalnyaaa mukaaa...~ but last-last afiq bagi guna seliper die, die pakai seliper saya yang dah putus tuh.. comel kan? kan? kan? tapi kitorang balek separatee.. dia ikot shafiq dan saya ikot helmi... sebab 2-2 driver dah mengantok.. so saya pon ikot je laaa....

sampai je ruma saya msg kawan baek saya, cerita. tapi mereka tak balas.. da tido kot.. pagi2 msg.. hahha. lepas tuh msg 'dia'.. tapi ta balas.. ish ape laaaa.. lenkali, orang msg,replyyy!~  tapi mlm tadi mmg ta bule tido sebab malu kott.. ta penah penah dalam sejarah hidup nak dekat 20 tahun ni seliper putus masa kua jalan~ adoiiiiiiiii. tebal nye muka kuuuuuuuu~! 

tapi memang takkan lupa sampai bila bila la.. macam macam jadii~ hahahhahahahaaaa

oh ya! kepada kakaaaa... gambarr,nanti saya upload di facebook okeh! 

sampai sini sahajaaa..... maaf bahasa melayu kurang siket. tengah improve lagii nii~

Friday, April 23, 2010

hahaha

well, ur making me pissed.! buzzz off okay..

well, have a new guitarrr~ awww.... me likeyyy!!!

Tuesday, April 20, 2010

a friend of mine said to me....

" kalau u sayang kat seseorang, tak bermakna u boleh simpan dia sampai bila2. tak semestinya kalau u sayang dia, u kena be with that him/her for the rest of your life. maybe it's better to let go. if u guys are meant to be together, then if u let go of that someone, surely they will come back to u. all depends on the fate itself.if u love someone, set them free, they'll be happier...."

"dont give too high hopes for someone because people will always dissapoint u, break your heart. no matter what happens, dont put too much hope in someone. cause u'll end up with ur tears falling down.. u yang sakit, no one's know cause u kept it well to urself without no one to notice it."


and it is dedicated to u guys as well. i mean it! 

.

the world's full of shit. i dont need ppl to ONLY talks to me when asking only about my grades and only asking to borrow my phone everyday! i dont need ppl telling me what to do! i dont need anyone like them.
go die. gth everyone!

Sunday, April 18, 2010

elum again

you're welcome =)

listless

have u ever feel like u've been rejected by ur family and friends? have u ever feel how it feels to be invincible? well, try to be me, try to take my place for a day.. u'll know how hurt u are. right now. im feeling useless. like im not needed. so why do i live? there's no one to share my everything with. no one needed me anyway. they are better off without me. im just a burden. a pain in their ass. evetho they didnt say it out loud, i know. i can feel it. and honestly i hate that feeling. at tie like this.. i need my muam here, but her too. she is occupied with other commitment.. i guess its only me that needed evryone in my life. everyone keep leaving me. even my so-called-i wont-ever leave-you-boyfriend dumped me,  every single person i love the most leaves me one by one...everyone keep ditching me without even understanding me. what did i do wrong? i know im not perfect but cant people just accept me the way i am? im sad. i dont see why do i even living in this world... the world seems soo happy without me. a loss of a person wudnt affect much rite? right now, i regret being a human. i regretted continue living. i dont see where im going in this world... can someone play me a music and cheer me up so that this feeling would fade away?

Friday, April 9, 2010

i like....

teasing people.. Especially my meimei.. Hehehe

sob2.

wifi had been blockd by d admin because of some naughty kids.... Now,all d innocent kids hav 2 pay.. Uwaaaaaa

Tuesday, April 6, 2010

third day of exam

yesterday i didnt wrote anyting because i hav had a seriously high fever.but english paper 2 went well,i guess.

its today's exam that worries me the most. i think i swallowed too much medicine yesterday, so after the english paper i slept untill 5am today. i slept for more than 10 hrs. wow.then, i didnt even revise for my io paper for today. i came in the exam hall unprepared and ended up i 'hentam' all the answer. it's not that hard actually but i didnt revise, that made it hard to answer. when the time ended, im still in a massive mess ive created myself.. but luckily i dont leave any blank space in the structured question. only have 'holes' in the essays part.  now, im feeling more okay la than yesterday, i think the fever came because im too panic for the bio paper kot. i even sweat n cried heavily in my sleep yesterday( according to my roomate la)... 


why why, i made a deal with my bestest buddy, jack yang emir. he told me that he wud treat me ".." if i get 3.5 n above, and in contrast, i have to treat him if i get below 3.5... 
well, good news for u my friend, i think i've lost the deal. i think u will win...... huwaaaaaaaaaaaa... there goes my moneyy~

Monday, April 5, 2010

....

its true, curiosity killed the cat.. 

sebab "pandai" sangat tanye macam2.

in the end, its always me that is hurted. haha

padan muka melly!

announcement

oh yea, today.. someone said that im the frogprince's girlfriend. 

why? i wonder...

lemme set this straight n make it clear to u guys here, well, good news to all the girls out there (specifically, frogprince's admirer)
im NO T his girlfriend ... 
a point to note, im no one's girlfriend. im sick n tired of loving people that tend to break my fragile heart. i only love my friends.(and of course my beluved family). fullstop
so dont go here n there spreading nonsense stuff about me. 
frogprince and i are just friends just like everyone else's are, as u can see. im a friendly girl and i tend treat everyone as they should be treated. 

sekian, terima kasih.

first day of final.

whoa.... it seems that facebook has been blocked ... strange huh?

well, never mind then, i can still blog. 
today is the first day of final and it was hectic.. 
the first paper for today is english paper 1 which i didnt even bother to revise.. and the result was, i went lunatic in the exam hall. i thought it would be as easy as ABC but hell, it was tough! i went head over heels answering the question. the language is so bombastically great that even i didnt understand a word im reading.. ended up that i kinda guessed most of the answer... what should i do? it was a really sleepy morning... n the weather's niice to sleep.. 
finished english, i went straight to my room and read biology till i fell asleep unconsciously... 
when i woke up its already late to study anything and so i wash my face and get prepare to go. but, i dont know why i feel much calmer answering the bio paper.(or maybe its just because its paper 1)..  some of the topics that i didnt read i left it blank and guess the answer when its 10min before submitting the answer sheets. i dunno.. im scared of my bio.. i am not completely prepared for it. =.="

hummmmm....
well, thats it for the day, tomorrow will be having english.. summary n argumentative essay if im not mistaken.. and i sux in summaries and also writing. i dunno how to write things nicely. and i dont know how to use bombastically superb words...=.=" tonite will be studying for english and tomorrow back to studying bio.. then, i cud send my bio n english notes in the box. hehehhee..

2 down 6 to go!!!

okay okay okay, i usually tend to write everything that flicks on my mind. better stop now or i'll be out of my league. haha. merepek kan?. thats all for this post. 

wish me the best of luck for my finals guys!
thanks^^

Saturday, April 3, 2010

zzzz

it have been 2 days yet im still no where near finish reading bio.~
haiyoo.. so damn sleepy lor.
need my enzyme~

kemarau

kemarau telah melanda blok A. dan bermula lah ekspidisi untuk mencari air di sini ye.
selamat mencari air wahai penduduk blok A.

penat la asek2 tade air. ta kesian ke kat kite? ish!

Friday, April 2, 2010

like butterflies

like caterpillars, we climb.
like butterflies, we fly. 

preparation for the finals.

well maybe most of the students are busy studying at this time of day but for me. i dunno why the heck is wrong with me. i still have a lot to catch up but im not studying.... well, today is saturday, tomorrow is sunday and the day after tomorrow is my final... =.=" my schedule? let seee...

5th april- english n bio paper 1
6th april- english paper 2.
7th april- bio paper 2
9th april- math paper 1

12th april-math paper 2
13th april- chemistry paper 2 
and last but not least..
14th april-chemistry paper 1.

after that i bet that all of the students in this college are busy fussing about going back home. while my heart is nowhere near to that.
but i did made plans for holidays. getting my driving license.. hanging out with some friends. go lepaking with my besties. n lots n lots n lots of plans made. but sadly, all those thing wud have to wait because.. something came up and well we9my family n i) wud have to settle it first, then i can go out freely. 
however, i wont cancel the plans made. but.. i dunno wheter im coming home o not this holiday. 
the huggeeee problem now is, i have no one to pick me up on the 14th. hahahaha
its not a joke. its the reality. 
one last solution is, i wud leave all my things here n go back by bus. that is if no one really came for me lah.
its just a way. just in case.

hummmmm.. well, enough yip yapping for today. i had to finish up my reading or i wud faill.. uwaaaa.. wish me the best of luck guys.... n sorry for all the hurts done.








Thursday, April 1, 2010

reproduction reproduction.

i tried loving bio but it hated me. 
what shall i do? what shall i say? im trying my best to held i stay, 
just for awhile. just untill the exam comess around...
5min later: still holding the bionotes...


and suddenly..


zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz





hahahhaha. nyte planet Earth! its time to go now. to my wonderland.=)

.........

argh, demam gile kot.. 
nak periksa, biasa la.
allergic siket bile tawu na periksa...
naseb baek ade pika. satu beg plastik ubat die kasi tadi. 
gosh! baek gile pika. 
ase mcm na jadikan die makwe saya je. 
alangkah bahagia nya hidup if ada pika~ 
thanks syafiqah!!! 
saya tawu awak sayang saya lebih.. 
saya pon sayang awak lebih juga~~