why am i like this? why am i like this? i never ask myself to be like this. i dunno why, i wonder why ive changed to a worser me day by day. i hate to be like this. its not even me. why am i like this? could someone solve it for me. its like ive lost myself in the world im living now. could somebody,anybody help finding me again? i think ive lost my way thru life. i think ive lost my rationality and i think ive changed to a bombastically new person,which is such a dumbass.
omg! i hate guys they're such a jerk. i hate families. i hate studies. i hate money. i hate everything. especially the fact that ur not here for me ever again. thats just what i hate the most. im sorry but im not over u.
i still love u . still missing u. still dreaming of u every single nights.
"ikaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!! study lah!!!!!
put aside ur feelings and all. please score for yoour finallll!!! " thats what all the ppl said to me but hell yeah, i didnt even manage to put my mind thru studying for like 5min, max. what i wanted is him to be there for me. then, i think i could bounce back. i cant manage to hold all of these problems n deppression all by myself. i cant manage to control my emotions quite well. oh u, please like.. stay with me for a while. just untill i finished sitting for my exam. please.
im freakinly freakishly missed u jerk!
Sunday, March 28, 2010
Thursday, March 25, 2010
25th march 2010.
purple is the new beautifull.
sangat happy today! thanks korang! thanks kat kamu jugak!
Wednesday, March 24, 2010
saya suka exam.
saya suka exam. saya suka exam. saya suka exam. saya suka exam. saya suka exam. saya suka exam. saya suka exam. saya suka exam. saya suka exam.
ohh nokiaaaaaa =(
jangan lah kamu rosak sekaranggg..
saya amat memerlukan kamu..
macam mana saya nak survive masa study week tanpa kamu~
jangan la macam ni..
jangan la macam ni..
mamaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!
nak henfon baru?
"beli sendiri" jawab mak.
wuuuu...
henfon jahat,saje je nak suroh saya stadi betol2.
uhuuuu..
nak henfon~
saya amat memerlukan kamu..
macam mana saya nak survive masa study week tanpa kamu~
jangan la macam ni..
jangan la macam ni..
mamaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!
nak henfon baru?
"beli sendiri" jawab mak.
wuuuu...
henfon jahat,saje je nak suroh saya stadi betol2.
uhuuuu..
nak henfon~
my sweethearts=)
i had fun taking pictures with u guys last night..
especially with my fiance(lol), hoon~
lots of memories shared between us.
but sadly in less than a month we have to go our own way..
and we might not see each other again, who knows,kan??
btw, thanks 4 beinng there for me hoon,kaka n haz~
and goodluck for this coming PSPM
p/s: kaka! nanti teman stay up blaja bio ehhh~
love you guys!!
Monday, March 22, 2010
Saturday, March 20, 2010
sayang pengarah baruu!!! =)
sayang sayang sayang sayang sangat kat pengarah baru college nih! die da bukak WIFI!! sangat best lah tapi macam ta berapa nak elok timing die.. mase na dekat2 exam ni la die baru na masok n bukak wifi.. =.="
dan result nya.. saya tidak mungkin akan menyentuh buku walaupon da nak final... terima kaseh ye pengarah baru. merasa jugak saya meng'online'kan diri kat college ni. hehhehe
n dekat sini.. saya na ucapkan thanks kat kawan2. sebab mereka uat saya ta sedih. masa saya hilang arah tuju.. mereka datang tolong tunjukkan jalan.. muam.. kucai... rudy.. pika... hoon.. qaqa.. haz .. emir.. elum.. appa.. jaja.. semua laa.. thanks eh korang. korang caring sangat.. terutama hoon qaqa n haz. korang sampai kan uatkan kad ntok saya suroh saya jangan nanges. korang ckap saya ni kuat. heheh. n sebab korang, saya okayyyyy..
lepas tu, skrg ni tgah sibok liga bola sepak tu. tiap2 petang ade game. seronok taw tgk dorang maen bola!
lawak gile kot! release tension gak ar.. tambah2 bila budak2 kulia yang maen bola... striker tuhhh, frogprince(bukan nama sebenar) sangat hebat la maen bola. kepala, bahu, kaki semua dia guna ntok maen bola. hahhahhaa. amirul pulak... midfield tebaek!!!! ehhehhehe
sedih, sedih jugak. tapi kan,takkan la nak tunjuk kat org yg kite sedih kan? tapi masa2 sedih ni sangat hepi sebab tawu ramai sokong saya. hehhee. thanks korang..^^
btw, nanti2 saya mengupdate blog eh. na pegi tengok kulit buku bio n uat prses osmosis( padahal osmosis tu berlaku bila ade air je. muahahahhahaha.. na dekat ngn exam dahhh,tapi tak tobat2 lagii.. hihihi
sehingga berjumpa lagiii.. dhaaaaaaaaaaaa~
dan result nya.. saya tidak mungkin akan menyentuh buku walaupon da nak final... terima kaseh ye pengarah baru. merasa jugak saya meng'online'kan diri kat college ni. hehhehe
n dekat sini.. saya na ucapkan thanks kat kawan2. sebab mereka uat saya ta sedih. masa saya hilang arah tuju.. mereka datang tolong tunjukkan jalan.. muam.. kucai... rudy.. pika... hoon.. qaqa.. haz .. emir.. elum.. appa.. jaja.. semua laa.. thanks eh korang. korang caring sangat.. terutama hoon qaqa n haz. korang sampai kan uatkan kad ntok saya suroh saya jangan nanges. korang ckap saya ni kuat. heheh. n sebab korang, saya okayyyyy..
lepas tu, skrg ni tgah sibok liga bola sepak tu. tiap2 petang ade game. seronok taw tgk dorang maen bola!
lawak gile kot! release tension gak ar.. tambah2 bila budak2 kulia yang maen bola... striker tuhhh, frogprince(bukan nama sebenar) sangat hebat la maen bola. kepala, bahu, kaki semua dia guna ntok maen bola. hahhahhaa. amirul pulak... midfield tebaek!!!! ehhehhehe
sedih, sedih jugak. tapi kan,takkan la nak tunjuk kat org yg kite sedih kan? tapi masa2 sedih ni sangat hepi sebab tawu ramai sokong saya. hehhee. thanks korang..^^
btw, nanti2 saya mengupdate blog eh. na pegi tengok kulit buku bio n uat prses osmosis( padahal osmosis tu berlaku bila ade air je. muahahahhahaha.. na dekat ngn exam dahhh,tapi tak tobat2 lagii.. hihihi
sehingga berjumpa lagiii.. dhaaaaaaaaaaaa~
Saturday, March 6, 2010
for a certain somebody
You're better then the best
I'm lucky just to linger in your light
Cooler then the flip side of my pillow, that's right
Completely unaware
Nothing can compare to where you send me,
Lets me know that it's ok, yeah it's ok
And the moments where my good times start to fade
You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed, sing like bird
Dizzy in my head, spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh, you make me smile
Even when you're gone
Somehow you come along
Just like a flower poking the sidewalk crack and just like that
You steal away the rain and just like that
You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed, sing like bird
Dizzy in my head, spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh, you make me smile
Don't know how I lived without you
Cuz everytime that I get around you
I see the best of me inside your eyes
You make me smile
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed, sing like bird
Dizzy in my head, spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh, you make me smile
I'm lucky just to linger in your light
Cooler then the flip side of my pillow, that's right
Completely unaware
Nothing can compare to where you send me,
Lets me know that it's ok, yeah it's ok
And the moments where my good times start to fade
You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed, sing like bird
Dizzy in my head, spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh, you make me smile
Even when you're gone
Somehow you come along
Just like a flower poking the sidewalk crack and just like that
You steal away the rain and just like that
You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed, sing like bird
Dizzy in my head, spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh, you make me smile
Don't know how I lived without you
Cuz everytime that I get around you
I see the best of me inside your eyes
You make me smile
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed, sing like bird
Dizzy in my head, spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh, you make me smile
Friday, March 5, 2010
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