today

went shopping with rina n bought new handbag n shoe!!!!!

yay! thanks rina^^

owl city

saya suka kamu~
hehehhe.

so a day has passed away and im still here in front of this square box. im freakin bored coz got no one to hangout with, bored bored bored. actually, i bring along my maths notes with me but it is still untouched by me, hahhahaha! at hume, have noooo mood to study. tapi kan.. isnin ade pre UPS! im a deaddd meat~!!!

gosh, i forgot! i wanna write in bm. hmm.. can i just write mixed language? its my blog anyway kan?.

today, ive visited my wonderland. n then ive a beautiful dream~ hehehhe. but suddenly, keisha sings. ugh. unknown number appeard on my phone.. orang tengah sedap2 mimpi, ade pulak orang kacau. kalaw call betol2 takpe jugak! ni miscall. cehhh. nak tak nak kene gak la bangun..
went to teman my sis hantar my other sis to the lrt station n then came back n went straight upstairs to brush my teeth n my face. then i came downstair n hoping my mum's teh tarik is served. but uwaaaaa!!!! takde teh tarikkkkk!!!!! damn. ive always like my mum's teh tarik. its the best teh tarik in the world! if mum's have a cafe, i wud b the #1 fan of it!! hehehehhe. there on the table is just nescafe susu. so i have a sip of it and went upstairs again. then after 10 mins i went to ask my brother to buy me a nasi lemak n guess what?? i saw my mum's teh tarik!!!! hehehhehhehehe. i love you mum!!!! so i had my teh tarik n my brother said the nasi lemak is already closed coz what do u expect??? it 10am! ~

GEMOX

ade orang cakap saya g.e.m.o.k!

semalam saya pergi keluar gantung(hang out...?) dengan seorang kawan saya. kami pergi ke bank untuk keluarkan duet(sbb kami takde duit nak keluar bergantung=.=") . kawan saya tunggu dalam kereta tapi saya ta kesah, saya pegi sorang2. tapi kan, masok2 je dalam kereta, kawan saya itu cucok badan saya..

"u da gemokkkk en skrg!!!!!"

arggghhh.. saya ta gemok la awak! saya comel! kan? kan? kan?

tapi takpe, awak na cakap saya gemok ke kurus ke ape ke, awak kena mengaku disebabkan kegemokan saya lah orang kata saya ni huggable... hahahahhaha!

ha tapi kan semalam sangat best! plan kitorang na pegi tgk wayang kat OU tapi kan, kawan saya kata OU jam. so tamaw laaaaa.. nanti kena beli roti, lepas tu kena bawak spreader... saya kan malas na beli roti..
awak kena paham.. last2 kami pegi KLCC je. kami pegi TGV na beli tiket.. tapi que panjang.. kawan saya tu, dia keja masa( ta sangka masa pon reti lari~) so, kami pon ta jadi la na tgk wayang.. .tapi saya sedih.. dari haritu lagi saya na tengok wayang... tapi takpe la, banyak hari lagi kan awak? kami bosan, tatawu nak uat ape. so kami pon jalan2 dalam suria tuh.. kami keluar masok kedai. test2 itu ini(padahal tak beli pon). tanya2 promoter macam2. buat kerja gila bersama..

tapi last2, kami ada gak beli barang. kawan saya beli topi tapi saya... beli.... barang!( tamaw cakap kat sini sebab barang tu hadiah untok orang, nanti kalaw orang tu bace post ni nanti dia tau! xsuprise la macam tu kan??) hehe.

kami penat jalan-jalan. perot saya pon da macam pasang lagu rock da meminta2 untuk diisi. saya ternampak makcik anne punya kedai. kawan saya pon suka makcik anne punya masakan. so kami pon beli la makanan kat situ... kami beli pretzel jea.. dengan lemonade.. di sebabkan kami ni hidup dgn harmoni, kami beli 1 cawan je air tuh lepas tuh kami share. hahhaha. disebabkan kawan saya tuh tengah mengejar masa kami pon order bungkus n makan dalam kereta jee.. saya geram dengan kawan saya, sebab dia ta abes2 panggil saya gemok, so saya pon conteng muka dia dengan coklat makcik anne kasi. (padan muke!!!! XP)

kami keluar dari parking, kawan saya, dia kata

"jam punye lahh!"

saya kata

"tak!"

tapi saya salah... saya terlupa yang masa tuh, peak time.. masa orang bale kerja.. so kami tersekat kat dalam kesesakan lalu lintas. kawan saya tiba-tiba bukak tingkap dan off aircond.. tekejot ouh!

dia kata

"minyak ta cukop ar u, i tamaw siti berenti tengah2 jalan"
dengan muka yang sempoi.tu lah! saya dah suruh dah dia isi minyak! dia tamaw dengar!~ =.="

tapi, saya takesah. janji saya selamat. kan? kan?

mase tengah2 kawan saya tuh drive dia mengantok.. saya offer tukar driver.. tapi dia xbagi..! alasan dia..

"u tade lesen..!"

eleh,alasan! saya reti bawak kereta lah awak! last2 kan, saya bagi kawan saya tuh vic.
dia tarok kat idong je. hahhahaha.

kawan saya hantar saya dekat rumah saya. ye lah! rumah saya! takkan nak hantar kat zoo negara pulak??? (ish...) lepas tuh dia pon pegi balek.

tapi kan, saya kesian dekat kawan saya tuh,dia kena menempuh jam.. saya baru sedar harini yang saya lupa nak bagi roti dekat dia... sorry eh awak??

keseluruhan nya, saya amat suka hari semalam sebab saya dapat jumpa kawan saya tuh. sebab suuuusssssssaaaahhhhhh sangat nak jumpa dia. banyak perkara yang saya cut kat sini tamaw mention sebab hakikatnya... saya malas nak taip panjang-panjang. cik jari da merungut.. jadi, sampai sini je la yang saya mampu ceritakan.

thanks awak! i had fun kacaw u!~ >.<

251209

today.
im sad.

wake up in the morning n sumone broke my heart.

"maybe im just weak, but it hurts me.."

tears, please don't fall down..

Dear Santa

if u can hear me.
ive got a lot of wishes for this xmas.
im sure u know what im talking about ayte?
so please~
make my wishes a reality~

Xmas

just wanna wish u a
Merry Xmas n a Happy New Year!

^^

CAUTION!
dangerously crazy ppl.
avoid if seen~

.....

sunday. a great day to sleep. but had lotsa pending works to do la.

si mamat betuah ni pulak xtext.. had no mood to study~

haiyoooooo...

na balek na balek na balek na balek na balek na balekna balek na balek na balek na balek na balek na balek na balek na balek na balekna balek na balek na balekna balek na balek na balek na balek na balek na balekna balek na balek na balekna balek na balek na balek na balek na balek na balekna balek na balek na balekna balek na balek na balek na balek na balek na balekna balek na balek na balekna balek na balek na balek na balek na balek na balekna balek na balek na balekna balek na balek na balek na balek na balek na balekna balek na balek na balekna balek na balek na balek na balek na balek na balekna balek na balek na balekna balek na balek na balek na balek na balek na balekna balek na balek na balekna balek na balek na balek na balek na balek na balekna balek na balek na balekna balek na balek na balek na balek na balek na balekna balek na balek na balekna balek na balek na balek na balek na balek na balekna balek na balek na balekna balek na balek na balek na balek na balek na balekna balek na balek na balekna balek na balek na balek na balek na balek na balekna balek na balek na balekna balek na balek na balek na balek na balek na balekna balek na balek na balekna balek na balek na balek na balek na balek na balekna balek na balek na balekna balek na balek na balek na balek na balek na balekna balek na balek na balekna balek na balek na balek na balek na balek na balekna balek na balek na balek na balek na balek na balek na balek na balek na balekna balek na balek na balekna balek na balek na balek na balek na balek na balek na balek na balek na balek na balek na balekna balek na balek na balekna balek na balek na balek na balek na balek na balekna balek na balek na balek

understanding flowers^^

In general giving flowers to someone is a way to say that you love, respect or care about them, but there are deeper meanings that can be found in both the type of flowers you give and the color of the flowers as well. Understanding the symbolic meaning of flowers can help make your gift of flowers more meaningful and may help you to unlock the clues of the feelings of someone who sends flowers to you.

Some meanings are obvious and quite well known. For instance, nearly everyone knows that roses symbolize love and red roses symbolize passion. You may want to watch out for the person who gives red roses on the first date as their motives may not be pure! However, giving red roses later in a relationship may symbolize the depth of feelings that have evolved during your courtship and red roses given on a wedding anniversary will let a spouse know that the fire is still there in their relationship. Roses of other colors may send a different message: yellow is for friendship, white is for purity (and may also symbolize eternity which is why they are perfect for weddings or funerals), pink for love and happiness (perfect in the early stages of a relationship or for a first date).

Other flowers carry symbolic meaning as well. The calla lily is the symbol of exquisite beauty and is an exotic way to send a compliment to someone whose beauty you admire. The yellow tulip is the symbol of an unrequited love and would be appropriate to send to someone that you have feeling for, but don't feel that they love you in return. Who knows, they might really love you and realize by your gift that they need to let you know?

No matter what flowers you choose, the deepest symbolic meaning of flowers is that you care. In fact, in modern times many people completely ignore the traditional symbolic meaning of flowers and simply choose flowers that they find beautiful and put them into unique arrangements. No matter how in love and passionate you feel about someone, giving them red roses when they don't care for red roses isn't going to have the desired effect. On the first date, or early in the relationship you may just have to take your chances by choosing traditionally accepted offerings like pink roses, but as time goes by you should make it a point to learn which flowers your partner, secretary, mother or other important person in your life really likes.

hello goodbye

hi, its me again~
going back to matrix today
gonna miss u blogger~
tata=)

bobo had found a lover~

arent they like the sweetest couple????

^^

myfriends gavemeavinccihandbagformybirthday.. awww... i lovee it^^
thanks appa,jajanramelforthenicehangoutday^^
n thanks ahmad&faiq too,for contributing ur money on my bday present
loveyou guys!

a piece of my mind

to be frank, i havent started researching about our thesis yet. its not like i dont want to, its just that if im here,at home.. i dont have the will to study. im like the lazy queen here~ hehehhe. i feel guilty to my groupies. but still in guilt, i wud always have fun kan?
like yesterday. it was nice~ my friends came by n bring me everywhere. last stop for last nite is bangsar,starbuckking there until the cafe closes~ had so much fun doing crazieee stuffs with them. gosh i missed them already laa~ hehhehhehe. especially jaja which my mum like a lot n not to forget appa who always talks to her while waitg for me getting ready~ hehhehe.
it was a fun day but so suddenly i felt helpless when it cumes to getting back hume n studying. id lie if i say i lovvee studying kan? but when i think of it, my lecturer's face is just like pop up in my mind. hahahha. funny kan? i didnt even love all that chemistry bio n maths but i have a hope to fullfil kan? i felt burdened studying, i cant live my passion i cant live my dreams n so i didnt even score in exam, ill sleep all my way through the lecture hall n i neglet my homeworks n assignments which is not me. im not like this before. ive changed in a bad way. but last year i have this lecturer that always support me in my studies. he made me feel like im craving to know whats this n whats that n even i cant sleep if i dunno the formulas.. kan sir? but this year, its not even close to what ive experience last year. im always down with my studies. n sumtimes when i see my fav lecturer, when i told him this n that, he was like support me n he believed in me. n i thank him for that. he congratulate me even if my pointer sux.unlike my parents, they said they'll support me till the end but they lie. even so,they still compare me with others. c'mon la, no one likes to be compared rite? how wud u feel if ur parents compare u with someone more better than u? for me, it cuts the hell out of me. its like they cant accept the fact that im like this. the fact that i cant exceed my limits. gosh,why am i writing all this crap here? its not that it wud matter anyway~ hahaha. sorry for stealing ur time reading this thing~ alamak! why eh so suddenly my feeling is so freakinly fragile??always emo here n there~ have to do sumtg with it kan?? opss, im starting to merepek once again better stop here.

but thanks for reading btw.

understanding guys, for dummies,credits to shfq emir

okay. thx emir 4 the rescue.

im not a psychologist,but here are some matters to be noted by the girls out there based on my personal experiences n those of my friends n mates:

girls want to be treasured, guys want to be respected n understood.
as how much we put our effort on understanding girls, we expect an equal treatment.

we don't need u to laugh at our bad jokes, but making a boring face is totally rude for we went to great lengths to make u feel appreciated that we even pretended to care of those heels and handbags being displayed in established stores.

we even spent hours keeping ur dunno-when-will-finish-shopping companied.so be fair.

we are not wishing for sweet talks, it's just ur actions n reactions that counts.

Not matter how boring our friends are, don't bother letting us now, we never complained about yours.

we may not be as handsome as brad pitt but our own gf praising some other guys' gorgeousness pisses us off a lot.

our phone is ours, yours is yours.

checking on it ONCE IN A WHILE is caring, but checking on it every now and then is controlling!

we need some space.

when we said you're the one and only, it means there is no another you.so believe it.

don't try to take control.

when we said we love you,we do.

so dont bother asking for proofs, we cant think of one.as if u can.

u dont have fingerprints for feelings, so believe it.

if we're giving excuses from seeing/calling u, it means we care for your feelings.

its just that we have some urgent n crucial matters to be settled.

Don't expect us to know every need of yours.we'll try our best but we don't know every single thing.

please share n let us know should we happened to ignore any need of yours of failed to understand.

sharing is caring after all.

If we feel asleep while texting u, please don't get mad.

we've put a lot of effort to stay awake.

we're humans.we need to sleep too.

if we praise u, don't bother denying. we won't waste our time lying.

should u ask for why do we love u, we cant actually answer that.

we dont need reasons to love.

should u think that we're having someone else behind your back, JUST ASK.

a deny means it's just u n we love u.

or else we wont bother giving excuses.

dear 19 here i cum!

i dun wanna grow old~ i wanna stay 18~

to say the truth or to fake a lie?

my answer is....

both!

a stranger in a strange place

im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored im bored

please rush here quickly.
save me from this boredom~

=.="

if u have to choose between a guy n study, which would u choose?

for me, my studies win over a guy. i wud never ever choose a guy over my future. but obviously im wrong. i've just realised that i dont even know myself fully..^^hhehe.

actually today i have a group discussion abt a thesis we have to submit this monday n i have selection for the badminton competiton.. n for tomorrow i have another group discussion abt another thesis. but im nowhere near that discussion. im here sumwhere that ive decided to go. hahaha
all becoz of a guy.

he's nice.
he's cute
he's adorable.
he's funny.
and the list go on every time i think about him.
but the thing is... ive always thought that i wud nvr left my friends on this very important moment just to meet sumone.
isnt that selfish?
im selfish.
im bad.
im sorry guys coz didnt even participate in the discussion~
very very very very very sorry.

why la i choose him over my studies..?

at college

its only the second day of class but there's a lot of homework and assignment assign to us.. ugh. tired la. i dont even have time to check my phone n text ppl... so sad.
then i was forbidden to go back home this weekend by my lecturer coz we hav a thing going on for us.
tadi pon mento menti ta pegi sbb amek blazer n g attend that so call taklimat yg bosan tuh.
tamaw pegi situ~ na balek uma~

jaja .. appa..
sry that i cudnt join u guys watching muviee this saturday..
its my idea at first but its me that cudnt go... sorry.~

i miss u guys..

well, its studying time for me. so gotta go.
i mite be away for a while coz busy studying.
emir, dnt miss me taw!
^^

911

guys are hard to understand.
whats junked in their mind actually??
if only some one cud tell me more about them~